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November 27 Apocalypse Now: No alternate ending or a end of its own.Contains some DVD spoilers! For those who have not already own a copy of this film!
When the film Apocalypse Now came out in theaters in 1979 in 35 mm, suprisingly there was no begining credits or ending credits. Filmgoers were handed out production programs in theaters for a list of film credits as anyone would see on big screen on any given movie. I had not personally seen this film back in 1979 and didn't even know about it, except I heard it was a dark and mysterious film that takes place back in 1969 Vietnam. Many years ago, while hunting for Black Friday holiday bargains this person had a opportunity to purchase 'Apocalypse Now' DVD at the video-electronics section. I wanted to find out about what this talked about movie that action film fans had been appraising for such a long time. The dvd had a few special features where you select on the menu. One was the original ending format in 70 mm. The second was the original theatrical trailer. Finally,a bonus selection titled "The destruction of Kurtz compound". Well, to be honest, I decided to skip on this one so that I wouldn't cheat myself from watching the entire film to know what this feature contained. With the remote DVD button, I clicked on the 'Play Now' button. The begining was slow and dark. The song 'The End' by The Doors is the intro. I just love this deep powerful song. It goes along with the adding of Capt. Williards character(played by Martin Sheen). Just to make it short, for those who have never seen this film...Apocalypse Now is a dark film of a U.S. Army officer sent to the deepest terrain in the jungles of Vietnam to assassinate a "renegade" military officer--Col. Kurtz(Marlon Brando). Last night I re-watched this lengthy film containing the substance of an Apocalypse Now in near close historic time(Vietnam War Era) sparing a apocalyptic war in the future---it all ends here, which brings me up to of what some might consider an alternate ending which isn't the case for director Francis Ford Coppola. At last, after 2hrs and 35 mins, the end has arrived. Now for a bonus feature: The cut ending titles. The haunting themes by composers Nino Rota and Carmine Coppola keeps the audience in mind of what this film is about--the end: apocalypse. When the dying Col. Kurtz in his last breath: "The horror. The Horror" he was uttering out slowly about the end of his earthly battle that plagued him. A new eternal god --Cpt. Willard steps out of the slain dictators temple thought to be ending his earthly mission is overwhelmed completed; or was the war over for him good? Willard is reminded by Kurtz ultimate request in his buried conscience or conscious: Drop the bomb!! Annihilate them all!! The pagan idolatry tribe once ruled by their god Col. Kurtz, throws down their weapons and allows the slayer, now a god of their own to do what they are likely not prepared of what Willard -the deliverer of death is about to do(which the original film goers back in 1979 may of speculated of what is going to happen next, but never saw completely because the movie ends with the echoing: "The Horor. The Horror.") as the deity grabs the surviving soilder on his journey - Cpl Lance Johnson by his hand is leads both of them out of this 'primordial' /'cannabalism' ritualistic pre-civilization as we knew of it(or at least). Both men on a patrol boat propels away down the dark mysterious infested river they had traveled for days just for one man to get rid of. The dead of night is quite evident..a flash of intense light comes pouring out of the deep black sky. A infra red blast ignites the entire compound of what was built by these idolatry worshippers. The air strike called in by war god Willard is accomplished. Napalm death decays the old pre-historic civilization as the corrosion ignites its inihabitants. No survivors. The world is set on fire. ©2009 Daniel Cuaresma.
November 24 Disputed perp in the Santa Rosa Hitchhiker Murders.Ted Bundy Suspected In Santa Rosa Killings
Michael Taylor
San Francisco Chronicle Staff Writer
THURSDAY 1/26/1989
A day after he died in Florida's electric chair, serial killer Ted Bundy was named a "very serious suspect" in the murders of seven young Sonoma County women in 1972 and 1973. The Santa Rosa victims all disappeared between February 1972 and December 1973. Six of the victims' bodies were later found and "all the murders were thought to have been probably done by the same individual," according to Sonoma County Sheriff's Detective Sergeant Mike Brown. They make up the largest single group of California murders of which Bundy is suspected. He also is suspected of killing as many as three young women on or near the Stanford University campus at about the same time. "Bundy was looked at as a very serious suspect" in the Santa Rosa killings, Brown said. Brown said he and other detectives will now cross-check their case files with the dates that Bundy was known to have been in Northern California, where he visited often after attending summer school at Stanford in 1967. "It's possible we can put some of these murders to Bundy," said Brown. "We want to give the parents and relatives of these girls some peace of mind." Before he died in Florida's electric chair for the murder of a 12-year-old girl, Bundy spent the weekend confessing in detail to at least 20 other killings, apparently in an attempt to delay his execution. An FBI official said yesterday that homicide investigators now suspect that Bundy killed as many 50 women around the country. The Santa Rosa girls and young women that Bundy may have killed, along with the dates they disappeared are : Yvonne Weber, 13, and Maureen Sterling, 12, Feb. 4, 1972; Kim Wendy Allen, 19, March 4, 1972; Jeannette Kamahele, 20, April 25, 1972; Lori Kursa, 14, Nov. 11, 1972; Carolyn Davis, 15, July 16, 1973, and Therese Walsh, 23, Dec. 23, 1973. In Florida, State Attorney Jerry Blair said yesterday that FBI agent Bill Hagmeier told him that Bundy's confessions closed the books on 13 killings in Washington, Utah and Colorado; provided information that may never be confirmed on 14 more cases in Washington, Utah, Idaho, California, Vermont and Pennsylvania, and touched on at least 20 more slayings in various states dating back to 1969. Three Florida killings charged to Bundy will be added to the 13 closed cases, putting the total to at least 50.
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photo copyright: Daniel Cuaresma Pg 50, paragraph 2 ("The Riverman: Ted Bundy and I Hunt for the Green River Killer") Robert Keppel mentions of similiar comparison during the 1975 Missing and Murdered Females Conference, intriguing revelations of both the multiple body recovery sites at Lake Issaquah(Dennis Naslund, Janice Ott Georgeann Hawkins) where the bodies were found near each other in remote areas to that of the Franz Valley Road(location of road not given in the book) victims: Yvonne Weber, Maureen Sterling and Carolyn Nadine Davis. In depth, skeletal remains in both cases(except for Carolyn Davis) indicates the burial spots inside a wooded area, bodies were not discovered until several months later from heavy foilage to bury the victims. In the Franz Valley Road scene, all three victims(Weber,Sterling and Davis) were all teenagers ages 12,13 and 15 consecutively and they were not strangled like the other Santa Rosa victims. Davis died from strychnine poisoning,Weber and Sterling died from a unknown cause,but it could of been from weather exposure. Detoriation at near Lake Issaquah too wiped away the official cause of death as did with Weber and Sterling. What is so different in contrast: Ted Bundy's m.o. was to crush the skulls of his victims and on instances raped. In some cases, the perp strangled. The rope to bind the Santa Rosa women- a one quarter inch cord- was nearly identical to that used in the Lake Berryessa assault which caused belief the killer was the Zodiac. Facts indicate the Zodiac murders is not compatible with the Santa Rosa homicides. Ted also tied his victims. Bundy admitted prior to his execution at the Florida State Penitentary he announced he killed a dozen more women unaccounted for appointing himself a legend for the only man in serial killer history to kill as many as 50 or more so women across the North American continent. He may even been deluded about being the slayer of seven young females in Sonoma County during the early 70's which these cases remain unsolved. Just maybe he traveled over 700 miles from Seattle,WA to Palo Alto,CA to visit his girlfriend during 1972-1973 and during his visit he picked up at least some of the hitchhikers along the way. It is a known fact through records Bundy was not in California during the same period of time when both Weber and Sterling was missing; credit card receipts showed he was elsewhere and another relevant fact-Bundy owned a light tan Voltzwagon bug, the near same make and model as a car seen nearby parked nearby the Redwood Ice Arena the evening when the girls left without a trace so to speak. © 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
November 21 EEG brainwave statements.A brief scientific explanation of sleep.
The following statements may be answered by the continous research by neurologists and sleep specialists in regards to brainwave activity during sleep and each of our own behavior. I have stated on a earlier post that hypngogic and hypnopompic sleep paralysis (i.e. isolated sleep paralysis) is not a common bad dream or a nightmare.
This sleeping disorder occurs mainly in a semi-consciousness state where the eyes during REM (Rapid Eye Movement) can see a portion of the environment surrondings from the fact that strange sightings is widely percieved as both malevolent and or benevolent images such as a shadow,or a night crusher sitting upon the chest or entire body and sometimes a friendly ghost.
If it was a bad dream then why are the eyes fluttering during a semiconscious state? No one is going to tell me it was a nightmare or a bad dream. This could be a result of a personal or cultural knowledge of entities. Basically during normal body paralysis during sleep the eyes are fluttering finding a sequence of dreams aside from what happens when someone awakes during this course and being caught unexpectedly seeing vivid hallucinations or something that is not literaly present. During the stage of deep sleep it is common that we all have audio and visual in our dreams.
Apart from the phenomena of sleep paralysis awakeness: the sensation of being frozen during semi-awake, sleep paralysis is normal. When drifting into deep sleep the brain releases a biochemical-acetylcholine-from a gland within the brainstem that excretes out to the body to keep it from acting out physically from the random dream state or else we all would unintentionally hurt our selves if we were able to walk around. These secretions are the neurotransmitters in the brains mechanism so the paralysis is controlled by something like a switch that can click off and on rapidly.
Ever wondered about people walking around during sleep. Yes, sleep walking does exist. Somnabulism such as sleep walking is unrelated to sleep paralysis. The neurophysiology on SP is the actual paralysis called muscle atonia (no muscle tone). That is why it is critical to understand this if you want to find out why many of us go to sleep and wake up still on the bed though we do dream of walking around. When drifting off to sleep we do enter the hypnogogic state (or predormital) at first as this is a portion of the transitioning phrase onset of sleep.
Remember having those fear of falling during this course? Well, this is normal as there is no harm done. A neurological reason for this hypnotic jerk or strange falling sensations is not quite fully understood. According to a recent study by the Mayo Clinic as of 2006, close to 70 percent of people experience the muscle twitch after falling asleep. When awakening we are exiting deep sleep and the in between is called the hypnopompic state (or postdormital).
I had these hypnagogic myoclonus twitch seldomly, recently no recurring experiences.
It is when awakening before the secretions wear off finding ourselves paralyzed that is called hypnogogic sleep paralysis. As an experiencer of this phenomenon, I can attest to the fact it is common with one out of five per household. Noteworthy, hypnopompic sleep paralysis applies to similiar as hypnogogic, only this inability to move is in the twilight between sleep and awakening.
From a point of view from the scientific end: Alien abductions, UFO's,the incubus and succubus lewd demons are some of the psycho sensory hallucinations involved during a predormital and a postdormital sleep paralysis episode. I had experiences that were percieved as aliens and night crushers. This doesn't really indicate a biopolar disorder whether someone regards his/her claim of being abducted by other lifeforms as true. Sleep Paralysis normaly is attributed to two brain systems. The most prominent is of inner-brain structures that monitors surrondings for percieved threats and prepares responses to these dangers. The REM based activation in a absent of any real threat triggers a sense of ominous threat to draw out the image.
There are four stages of sleep absent of the Beta waves-awakening/working active states of consciousness. The sleep stages ranges from arousal to dreamless states going through two sleep cycles lasting 90 minutes apart. High amplitudes to low frequencies and viceversa. EEG during REM is similar to that of the EEG during wakefulness. I am almost certain Sleep Paralysis during Awakeness is found during Stages 2-4.
Dreams, however, are still a mystery that requires each personal interpretation. I can only transalate mines. Can you?
© 2006 sleepparalysis/obe. Revised 2009. -Daniel Cuaresma.
Going back to primordial....way before my birth. Some blissful dreams. Dream Child. Ease....dream child. a very psych-edelic lullabye before drifiting off to nodland...prior to eternal sleep. Dream Child. Just right here. Right Now. Ease for me...bring me an Visionary experience....under midnight sky. Dream Child: Are You Experienced? Have You Ever Been Ex--Peerrieenced? Have You Been Ex--Peerrieenced? Well....I ha-aad.. A orgasmic lullabye before I get my shut eye. Don't ask why.
November 18 Dreams. Remote Viewing? Synchronicity?This is weird!
All of these dreams or remote viewing had occured inside the dream it is fall and winter in somewhere along the West Coast repeats itself all over again in the next couple of dreams in early July. I see a cresent moon hovering the East. Christmas Trees decorated with icicles beaming with glittering lights fill the neighborhood. Traces of the orange sunset is settling in the West. It has to be in the late 5 PM or 6 PM. We walk in the neighborhood circling around for several laps. I am pacing, saying little, and these guys don't notice I am walking with them. A econoline primered color picks us up going first along 99 south towards one of these towns in the Central Valley, next into the Livermore Valley and what seems an endless drive we end up on the 580 freeway because I observe the freeway shield along a foothill. The driver is obscured with only a partial recognition of him wearing a beard. This guy has a a sharp nose. Mediterrean? Greek? Maps of the Metro San Francisco Area and nearby areas is scattered over the passenger side when he hits the brakes. For a reason,there is a red marker of the financial district marked x. The long hair teen gives a sign language to the driver parked behind a storage shed. Back on the freeway we ditch the van on the east side of the bay area and torch it. The teen He has this east coast accent. A green ammo box marked 'do not tamper'. There is a sense of peeping for hardware because we are somewhere in a industrial area. Temporary we sit inside another van, yellow, rental? and take off. Back somewhere we are walking down the streets of a location in the Delta. Then all of sudden we are driving a big rig east of the San Juaquin Valley; that said is because this shield of hwy 152/Pacheo Pass is all I can see in my image. During walking abouts the streets of a neighborhood,The long hair teen this time prowls the fences looking for an entry. I whistle at him to get down. Strange thing is that I am viewing him from the eyes of somebody else who I am bearded(a fake beard? flapping in motion), tall, muscle built, and they don't even see me as I am with them in progress. That is not my built. I have a cigarette in my mouth. One of my friends has soiled black slimey fluid on his gloves and spattered on his face. The impression I get from this other guy who says nothing like me is he has a weapon. Something of a caliber in his hand as he walks barely wounded. Shuffling.
"It" might occur, or "did" occur. Something worth myself to take a look into. The so-called normal people would say I am manifesting dreams of fantazing a crime from watching true-crime programs. Should that be, every true-crime buff out there is living a lie as make-believe detectives. We are just interested in help solving a case, not identifying with crime. Psychologists have a tendency to create in mind they, themselves, are the only experts who have the answers to everything.
Interpretation(attempt): Dreams like these do have notions of illogical entanglements. Not too many times dreams or viewing like this occurs. Very seldom. I am convinced this dream has nothing to do with something me personally. I don't know for exactly sure if there was a crime in progress in the Bay Area? I had not read an recent article of a robbery at the financial district in SF. I used to reside in The California Delta, that helps me remember some of these highways. Like I mentioned,it was mid-summer and this scene is during late fall or early winter. The scene defines modern. Have to do some article research. Intertwined scenes along the way which makes it complex to solve in a puzzle: The letters J and T. Foothills in the Bay Area, radar, cell phone, escalator, valley, business parks-shopping malls, surburban streets, walnut tree, floodlights-somebody working on a car outside a garage. Another sight: a young woman wearing shades inside a bar talking to one of the guys is wearing a apron with the number 10 and with scissors embroided on this garment. Ok, I am clear this female to be a haristylist because of the apron and scissors. The most weirdest is the numbers I jotted down: 11421224 the first time I placed these side by side was 11:42 12-24 in the first reaction. It was not 11:42 nor was it December 24 because I got these numbers weeks ago when sunset arose. These numbers would be unscrambled by my own interpretation. Synchronicity? Numbers are dream archetypes. And this isn't the only time I recieved numbers. I had something like this before 9-1-1. Then,the time was usually 2:11,2:15(I would wake up at those times). They would occur 11 times in 21 days in 2001. Now,the number 2 has come back in vengance. This is an astral projection, remote viewing, seeing this from the eyes of somebody who is one of these guys involved. Another possibility-I am telepathic into somebody's dream log. Think I am making all of this up as I go along?
11421224 Dates? Times? Cell Phone #? Serial ranking numbers? The only pattern I can figure out is by the outside location of the time of year in late November and the month December in viewing/dream from the numbers given to me. Again... 11421224 November 21 11-22 November 22 11-24 November 24 12-1 December 1 12-11 December 11 12-12 December 12 12-14 December 14 12-21 December 21 12-22 December 22 12-24 December 24 Time: (in non-current actual time. This could mean the time of an event to take place) 1:12 1:14 1:21 1:22 1:24 1:42 2:11 2:12 2:14 2:21 2:22 2:24 2:42 2:44 4:11 4:21 4:22 4:24 11:21 11:22 11:24 12:11 12:12 12:22 12:24 12:42 12:44 Ages? 21 22 24 42(?) I had ponder on this for quite a while, racking up my brain repeating this faster and faster. I don't know, it doesn't make much sense by jotting down fast in speech. It looks like some non-sensical non-sequencial numbers. Here I go again. What a eerie feeling of heightned awareness crept up on me as to tell me to get inside the truck. During my landscaping business, I was disposing yard clippings and wood scraps at a landfill waste site. I felt though something told me to read the time; not paranoid! There is a difference there. Inside the truck, cranking on the ignition switch. It was right there staring me straight in my face from what I read on the digital clock inside the cab: 12:42
A bunch of numbers with the numbers 2 and 4 are coming in closer and closer. Not a minute had passed when I drove by a residental address on the highway. 324. And a few minutes later: 212 and 242. Both rural addresses. Just like that. 2 and more 2's. It isn't 2001. It's 2009. The number 2 as I said are coming back with a vengance. I will have to find out deeper from it's source. Numbers don't just come on a moments notice. This is getting loosely weird by the day. A storm of numbers may be coming soon towards me. No kidding. Who am I supposed to do with these numbers? That is the question. In 2001. 2:11 & 2:15. In both times I had awaken in a sleep paralysis mode seeing these numbers displayed on a digital clock in seperate occasions in early to mid 2001. What did the numbers 211 and 215 mean to me as the author of this blog other than probabilities as mentioned? February 11? February 15? See the September 19 blog 'Summer of 2009; wierd synchronicities.' A bunch of jargon right?
Never had I had so much numbers like this before. The more I see it, there is a clue behind these numbers.
One final note-could it be that there is an message from the cosmos giving me a sign there is something big to unravel that had taken place or is yet to come. My name has a significant meaning to dreams; it's most of what I knew-know all my life, I become a dream freak expert.
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel November 07 Was the Sonoma Killer the Zodiac?[Footnote 1]-Butch Carlstedt, a then Sonoma County sheriffs detective who hounded the killer of seven young females in the early 1970’s, was nearly struck with awe after finding a occult symbol in a rural area where the bodies of three murdered hitchhikers were found . He had trekked around the country looking for any leads to suspected so called Satanic practices,mainly in Washington. The baffled investigator linked witchcraft to the serial killer known as Zodiac, because of the symbol found near the body of one victim in 1973 indicated, "to accelerate the souls to the afterlife" according to Carlstedt. The hooded Zodiac killer who eluded Bay Area law enforcement detectives during the late 1960’s once wrote in a November 9,1969 missive "I shall change the way I collect slaves for afterlife", a parallel to the occult. Ancient Egyptians practiced configuring a near exact type of ritual of placing formation of sticks and stones near the body of a deceased for the soul would travel to the afterlife.
A little known mystery was the Zodiac could of used a astrological chart to deliver out his murders; his victims were attacked during the full moon and holidays, such in the double murders of Betty Lou Jensen and David Faraday. Both teenagers were shot by a elusive gunman during the late evening on December 20,1968 in Benicia. Several months later, Zodiac wrote to the Bay Area newspapers taking credit for the attack and another, a month after the boastful slayer sent out his first missive. The interval of each murder date became much short between December 1968 to October 1969; between Zodiac’s attack on Jensen-Faraday and another couple at Vallejo golf-course parking lot had been 25 weeks apart. The next was a 12 week gap, and closing in at two weeks between the September 27,1969 assault at Lake Berryessa and October 11, when San Francisco cabbie Paul Stine, the last known Zodiac victim.
Between 1969 to September 1974, a series of unsolved homicides and disappearances correlated within days before a equinox or a solstice. All involving at least 40 female homicides in the West Coast. For example, missing Lake Tahoe nurse Donna Lass was abducted and presumed killed by Zodiac. She was last seen on September 6,1970 leaving her Tahoe apartment that day on her way to work at a casino. Though a Zodiac postcard was sent to the San Franciso Chronicle on March 22,1971, a year later after Kathleen Johns was allegedly abducted from a man thought to be Zodiac. Zodiac made it a habit to write a corresponding letter to the media one year after committing his murders. On the postcard,Zodiac wrote SOUGHT VICTIM 12 as to say that he was taking credit for Lass’s abduction, but that doesn’t prove he did it. To this very day, the Tahoe nurse has not resurfaced. A suspect who lived also in Tahoe had become a focus suspect in the disappearance. Therese Walsh, a hitchhiker from Malibu, was seen alive on December 22,1973, two days after the Winter solstice, a significant meaning to Zodiac. The slayer was active on December 20,1968 and a exactly a year later, he sent a personal letter to attorney Melvin Belli. By January 1974, after a three year abscense of the Zodiac killer during a time when he wasn’t heard from since 1971, the cryptic slayer wrote once again; this time, claiming a unofficial tally of 37 victims, a count list that could of spread out for hundreds of miles across California. The late Sonoma sheriff Don Striepeke, who was responsible for heading out the investigation of the murders of seven females in Sonoma County between a two year period 1972-1973, performed a further check, he said led him to believe Zodiac was choosing multiple murder sites in the western states to draw out a huge "Z" reaching from Salinas,Calif to Colorado. Striepeke also believed Zodiac was the culprit in the Santa Rosa Hitchhiking Murders. [Footnote 2]-His detective,Carlstedt, told the Santa Rosa Press-Democrat, the murders finally came to a end after a suspect died in 1976, and another deceased man. "After those two guys died, there was nothing. No more female homicide. I’d bet money it was them, but it can never be proven", said Carlstedt. In Sonoma County, on the Santa Rosa Plains, in the Eastern land that stretches into the Valley Of The Moon. Between 1950-1970, the population of Santa Rosa grew 2/3 since World War II; a average of 1,000 new residents per year from immigration, annexations of portions of the surrounding North Bay Area. The fifth biggest community of the San Francisco Bay Area metropolitan, Santa Rosa is 55 miles north of San Francisco and in between is Highway 101,the main vessel getting to and from each of its cities. Just off the Mark West Creek Road on-ramp,a drive leading from 101 to a fork on the road. Franz Valley Road on the left and to the right, Porter Creek Road. A diligent murderer had used Franz Valley to dispose of three girls somewhere off a road embankment some 60 feet below. I did remember how the Zodiac while scoping out for his prey used two different roads in Vallejo. At one time he had drove right at a fork leading into Lake Herman Road, then the next time around he had taken a left on Columbus Parkway. The same standards used in rural Sonoma. When I had driven on Franz Valley Road, I tried to find a location on the left side of the road where bodies were found. All I could remember is a scenic remote drive with meadowlands on each side then began scanning for a blind curve on Franz on one side, and across the narrow road -a stretch of wire fence. The surrounding areas were lodged inside a forest with manzanita trees leading down a ravine. On a spring day in 1993, I pulled over the side of Franz Valley Road onto a area where I believed the Santa Rosa killer had tossed the bodies of girls off a embankment. At that time, my resources was the yellow Robert Graysmith ZODIAC book, a map of Santa Rosa, and a copy of a newspaper article; all would serve me as the only materials to be helpful. Oblivious, I was not informed the precious locations of the sites were not mentioned anywhere. In the years following 1972, a subsequent change of the road where Kim Wendy Allen was supposedly found had been near Enterprise Road, when in fact she was found on off a Grange Road creek bed. Upon reaching my destination I pulled over to the side of Franz Valley where I parked just off the road pavement. I then climbed out of the drivers side of my car and viewed the location below on the embankment where Maureen Sterling, Yvonne Weber and Carolyn Nadine Davis were found almost side by side. An eerie discovery that would haunt those who discovered them. I climbed down literally a hill from the roadside until I reached a creek. I reminded myself of how Zodiac operated his method of attacks near water. Without a camera, I quickly pulled out my sketch pad and drew the area. I found a few spine chilling parallels between the element of water and Zodiac:
And there were also things I was reminded of between comparison and indifferences between Santa Rosa,suspect Arthur Leigh Allen, and Zodiac
Arthur Leigh Allen-
A unconfirmed story of Zodiac suspect,[Footnote 3]-Allen,was supposedly seen walking away from a processing crime scene in Sonoma during one incident. This happened when Sonoma County sheriff investigators were sealing off a area where a killer dumped a body. Allen said, "I travel this road to go skin diving." This amusing incident is found in both books ZODIAC and ZODIAC UNMASKED. Had this been checked out for any validity to it, two things are peculiar
All I realized upon driving on rural Sonoma was the names of the roads named after water: Porter Creek Road, Calistoga Road, Mark West Creek. Water,water everywhere. Zodiac was either leaving behind a vital clue to his method in Santa Rosa had he been the killer, or somebody else was duplicating of being a copycat that is more horrifying. Years later, I would learn there more than 130 leads and suspects in the murders of 40 slayings in California, Utah, Washington, and Colorado. Ted Bundy was responsible for many of those murders, while the other murders in California remains unsolved. Here is a 1975 UPI headline I found last year:
Santa Rosa,Calif - UPI- Authorities in four western states are rechecking the slayings of some 40 young women for clues that would link them to the "Zodiac Killer" who police think is seeking slaves for his afterlife. The so-called Zodiac killer began using cryptic notes to a San Francisco newspaper in 1968 to announce murders. He said he had killed 37 persons in California, but police confirmed only six. He had not been heard from in four years. In Santa Rosa, 45 miles north of San Francisco, Sonoma County Sheriff Don Striepeke said yesterday an Ancient English witchcraft sign found at a remote site where the bodies of three women were found indicated the Zodiac stalker was the slayer. A further check, he said led him to believe Zodiac also murdered women in Utah, Washington, Colorado. One of Striepeke’s detective, Erwin Carlstedt said the killer may be choosing murder sites to trace out a giant "Z" across the western United States. Striepeke and Carlstedt said they developed their theory after studying the deaths of six girls killed in Sonoma County over a period of two years and a Seattle case in which the remains of seven young women were found. The killer of the girls in Sonoma County left a note saying the victims were "slaves I will collect for my afterlife", Striepeke said. © 2009 sleepparalysis/obe. 1 & 2- "Young women cases most troubling", March 5,1989 by Randi Rossmann; Santa Rosa Press-Democrat. 3- page 277,Zodiac page 132. Zodiac Unmasked by Robert Graysmith 4- "40 slayings in 4 Western States linked to ’Zodiac’? UPI, April 24,1975;Columbus-Telegram October 24 Explosives at the WTC on 9/11/01?Considering this video was posted by somebody to prove there were explosives at the World Trade Center on September 11,2001. I concur of his idea, but people tend to change their version after a long period of time.
On 9/11/01 there was a lot of confusion and panic. Many witnesses including firefighters heard of what they said to them sounded like explosives or controlled detonators going off just before Tower 2, South Tower, began to collapse at 9:59 a.m. They thought they heard bombs. Many videographers filming the events that very morning captured Tower 2 and Tower 1. Some began to run out with other surviviors out of Vesey St, Church St, West St and surrounding locations of the WTC Plaza in the meantime watching Tower 2 already begining to collapse. During that same moment when we see the tower starting to collapse, you can hear sounds of "gunfire" as though somebody is shooting a handcannon. Likely those sounds were from resistance of each floor of the skyscraper pounding downwards as each second passes by. The sounds are of this: Pow Pow.....Pow-Pow-Pow-Pow-Pow First a single loud pop, then following each 1/18 or so of a second in a rapid sound like automatic gunfire. By the way each Tower was 110 stories high. It is not exact how many seconds the tower began to tumble until it finally hit ground level. It looked to me like 10 seconds flat. Some other people said 13. That is a 3 second difference. Every split second counts. Either way, each tower came down pretty fast. Tower 1, North Tower, the skyscraper that was first hit at 8:46 a.m., endured only 102 minutes of impact not entirely in a severe damage, finally came crashing down at 10:28 a.m. [Amoungst the fatalities of either towers was 343 FDNY firefighters. One was firefighter Lt. Kevin Pfiefer, commander of Engine 33, and was the brother to FDNY Battalion Chief Joseph Pfiefer, Ladder 7, Battalion 1. Kevin Pfiefer was killed while he and another firefighter was attempting to exit out of the North Tower. Joseph was one of the first firefighters who arrived at Tower 1 when it was hit early that morning. He was one of the witnesses who saw an airliner hit Tower 1 while he was investigating an alleged gas leak 13 blocks away from the World Trade Center. He and his company of Ladder 7 heard a airplane flying low over lower Manhattan when it all began at 8:46. This was captured on film by Jules Naudet. See the Naudet 9/11 documentary.] Explosions were heard heard two blocks northwest of the World Trade Center. This would be at Chambers St located near the waterfront of the Hudson River. Continous reports of similiar noises of what appeared to be "explosives" just beyond south of the WTC plaza at Liberty St. & Trinity St. Given this information, it does sound more than appearant there was explosions going off in and around the WTC complex. There must of been bombs planted at nearly each building in that vicinity. But WTC bldgs 4,5,&6 were damaged caused by fire spread by the collapse of both WTC 1 and WTC 2. Across West Vesey St from the plaza is WTC 7. This tower stood at 47 stories high. It was used for a bomb shelter and a command post also as a CIA headquarters. WTC 7 collapsed in late afternoon on 9/11/01. The official version was that it suffered structural damage from intense heat given by Tower 1(WTC 1). A t 5: 27 p.m., WTC 7 collapsed in a vertical motion. This effect caused theorists in believing WTC 7 was sabatoged with remote detonation that was placed on each of the bottom support frames which is known as a "vertical motion" collapse---coming straight down. Rectangular windows were "blown out" when WTC 7 began to collapse vertically. WTC 1 aka North Tower-Tower 1 collapsed in almost in similiarity. At 10:28 a.m. when WTC 1 debris from the top sections were "blown out" just when it began to collapse. Before it came down, firefighters were very concerned of WTC 7, they said it would come down. And that did happen. The adjacent buildings, The Verizon and the U.S. Postal Office, both survived with minimal damage. And these two buildings were the same distance away from the Towers. Survived minimal damage.  As Tower 1 began to fall, heavy debris propelled outwards. Shattered material seen in this photo hits WTC 7. Debris was eject as far as several city blocks in lower Manhattan. The Verizon and the U.S. Postal Office being closest to WTC 7. The Verizon stands closer to WTC 1 then WTC 7. Why did not the Verizon or the Postal Office suffer from extensive damage as WTC 7? "It looked as though the plane hit the lobby" -Joe Casaliggi, Engine 7, Battalion 1. One of the first repsonders to arrive at the World Trade Center was Engine 7. When they entered the lobby, they could see the windows in the lobby blasted out. They also had observed the marble tiles on the walls cracked. This made the author of this blog to believe there were explosives under the basement-the parking garage-that send a heavy concussion in the lobby where it blew out the windows. It is 2009, and I would like to hear a follow-up what the firefighters have to say now after 8 full years since 9/11/01. Are they still going to reiterate of what they said then was explosions? Will these witnesses have a change of opinion of what they might of heard back in 2001? I wrote a few months ago regarding possible gas leaks on 9/11. There are gas lines that run under the World Trade Center, not directly into the buidings. These explosions that you heard in the video had to be caused by a bomb. The loud "Booms" can also be a cause by a leaking gas line that was triggered off by intense heat from thermite. In fact there was fire still going on for three months at the destroyed World Trade Center plaza, that it did not extinguish until mid-December 2001. Try lighting a match near your butt when digestive gas expels from your anus. It's pretty much physics. Let's see.....A plane made out of aluminum parts that is hauling ass-full speed- crashing into a reinforced skyscraper causing beyond extensive damge that the tower fell down? Yeah. Whatever effects the steel frames also affects the surrounding structure. The following is a borrowed excerpt from an article published in 2006, titled 'OKC & WTC-7 - The Case For Controlled Demolitions By Douglas Herman': [1] (excerpt): -Daniel Note: Not included on this entry, is the mention of the F.B.I suspicions of bombs. They had reason to be alarmed that explosives were planted inside the the parking garage. 5 Israelis spies were apprehended in late afternoon of the terrorist attacks at the WTC. The spies were employed at a rental company in New Jersey. The employer owned several moving vans, one which was found to have explosives when East Rutherford police searched the van. During their investigation, the F.B.I. searched the garage of the rental company and discovered explosives that they suspected was to blow up the Twin Towers. It's owner fled to Israel before federal investigators questioned him. Another van that might of belonged to the same owner had a mural on it's side that had a painting of a airplane diving low into New York City with the words 9/11. This van was found to have also explosives when police searched the vehicle. If there were other vans belonging to the same company, it is safe to assume these vehicles were parked between the columns inside the WTC parking garage then detonated that same morning and early afternoon about the same time witnesses heard what they said were bombs going off. Otherwise, in this video is where alleged detonators were set off on the top floors of the WTC. From this, we also get the idea of a "inside job", or perhaps foreign terrorists working as a whole, planning to blow up the WTC in the preceding months before 9/11/01. It takes skill of planning to get inside these skyscrapers without detection. What do you think? Footnotes: [1] - 'OKC & WTC-7 - The Case For Controlled Demolitions By Douglas Herman' by Douglas Herman; Rense.com. October 7,2006. October 17 Halloween, the origin of. The validity pertaining to where the festival of Hallow's Eve or Halloween originates back to the ancient Celtics(pronounced Keltics, and has nothing to do with the NBA team Boston Celtics) who celebrate the 4 major holy days Samhain, Oimelc, Beltane & Lughnasadh referred to the "fire festivals" observed by the Paleopagan Druids because 'fire' was a physical divinity, holiness, truth, and beauty; fires played important roles in traditional customs in association with each festival. In fact the Catholic Church and Orthodox is the only christian faith that observes mass with a lighted candle because they have adapted pagan beliefs in rituals; a reason why fundamentalists damn the church as ungodly -"heathen." Ironic enough, the early Christian church was unable to stop the festivity of Samhain(prounced "sow"--as in female pig + "en": sowen--ending the "summers end" the begining of the Celtic New Year or birth of Halloween. The holy Roman Empire of the West moved its tradition of "All Saints Day" from May 13 to Samhain ,Nov 1 in order to stop the ancients from celebrating a day where celebration to honor the dead by making contact with spirits that may of spooked out the Judeo-Christians who were forbidden by the old testament in connecting with the dead for spiritual guidance in preperation to 'the other side.' The Catholics have since incorporated Oct 31 & Nov 1 in accordnance to a holy see calendar--popes Gregory III & Gregory IV-- by sprinkling holy water and declaring "All Souls Day" + "All Saints Day" a day of holy obligation that remains devisive amoungst catholics,who all don't agree the church's borrowed custom from the pagans is holy. In Dublin and parts of Ireland dating back to the Medieval Ages, customs of children dressed in macabre costumes knocking on house of doors and requesting, "Help the Hallow E'en party!" Any apples or nuts!" in expecting either presents, that to this day has survived in folk custom as saying "trick-o-treat" expecting candy. In the twentieth century, false accusations of so-called satanists have been reported to poison the "goodies" of children with laced drugs and or styrchnine which of course was a scare by Christian fundamentalist Jack Chick in attempts to rid Halloween by his tricky comic strips. Of course, before the Europeans invaded and settled in the Americas and adopted the Jack-O-Latern and pumpkins given to them by the native Indians, the celebration of the harvest was originated by a turnip, a small vegtable squash in ancient Celtic territories. That is until carved out pumpkins were used to decorate. Dating back to the arrival of the Spaniards in the 15th century, in Mexican tradition, Nov 1 and Nov 2 is El Día de Los Muerto--the day of the dead, where Indigenous people bring toys and presents to the dead so that the living can be reconnected with the dead literally hand-in-hand. Consumned food and beverage that was favored by once the departed is too brought to the grave sites as acting out to guide the home of spirits to the next of kin so to speak.
This is only a brief writing of Halloween originations and customs; it would take me several pages to rave and rant about this festival day. There are books, t.v. documentaries and recourseful websites of what is there to know about Hallow's Eve. Look it up. Death is frequently looked by many as morbid and gloomy, but its the final step of life so accept and embrace it when time comes. So why fear of spiritualism between the living and the dead.
Satanic you say? Halloween is not in the least bit Satanic!
Hallows Eve.
Enjoy the Halloween season and stay safe.
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe
-Daniel
Forget about Michael Jackson's "Thriller" video. Helloween is much better. ;-P 80's Power Metal lives on!!
NSA Researching."If You're calling Aunt Saudi in Paris, we're probably not really interested." - Former Vice President Dick Cheney about domestic spying.
Truth is stranger than fiction.
Robert Clayton Dean a young successful lawyer in the Washinton D.C. metropolitan area is out shopping for the holidays for his family. He runs into a former college pal, Daniel Zavitz, slips a video disc into one of the shopping bags Dean is holding. Withouth his knowledge, the lawyer is now holding the most crucial piece of evidence that reveals the assassination of a prominent U.S. Congressman who recently is strongly opposed to domestic surveillance spying bill to be passed that will affect the liberty of Constitutional rights. A profesional hit ordered by the advisor of the governments' branch of the National Security Agency. Robert Dean does not realizes that he now owns is what the Agency doesn't want anyone to know. For the next several days only then does he recognizes by the aid of a "missing in action" veteran of the military intelligence, that Dean was given the evidence by Zavitz, the same man who had the murder of Congressman Bill Hammersley on video tape, while doing a research on migratory waterfowls. The D.C. lawyer becomes a person of investigation for a corporate scheme, disorderly conduct with a former law student, and is framed for illegal activities with the syndicate. Dean is now a fugitive on the run from a few rotten apples within the NSA.
This scenario sounds all to familiar. It is a screenwriters vision of the gov't keeping taps on the people it represents, and that version became a box office hit in Hollywood a few years before 9/11. As you know the whole plot was from well known producer Jerry Brukheimer in the 1998 high-tech action flick Enemy Of The State. Though it incorporates the motto "Big Brother is watching" with high speed political suspense, it becomes obvious that this situation with spying just too real. By the way, the NSA deputy directer potrayed in Enemy Of The State was born on 9-11-40. Foresight of 9-11-01.
In truth, nobody can't search for all factual information just by watching a film. Enemy Of The State is not exactly a brillant film. Motion Pictures are great to enjoy, but some flicks such as Enemy Of The State are equipped to make you think about surveillance society around us.
Though defenders of the domestic spying claims that the U.S. Gov't doesn't care about your telephone calls, it be to a family member, friends and even entering online. To the contradiction of what U.S. Attorney John Aschroft said, "that monitoring is not surreptitious."
An electronic spy gadget that is secretly placed other than your own telephone line. Like somewhere stored in the ceiling fan and light fixture in your bedroom, monitoring what you are saying and needless to include what you are doing this very moment. Sure, the last depiction sounds fictional than the obvious that you would rather accept the phone calls.
It's no super-secret that spying within the National Security Agency has been around even before the 1978 Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act (FISA) from the birth of NSA back in 1952. [1]
In fact the spying agenda allows the NSA a full 72 hours of "free" listening before allowing the commander-in-chief providing a request of warrants issued by the FISA court to serve on persons of terrorist activities. Including people who have known links to Al-Qaeda. But what about a involuntary participant who is talking on a cell or home phone to terrorists without he/she knowing they are talking to one? Obviously,the commander-in-chief doesn't neccessarily say, but you can make your own judgement on the preceeding question.
Questionable PATRIOT ACT is assailant to the Fourth Amendement.
So far the U.S. PATRIOT ACT of 2001 and the benefits of our military intelligence has succeeded in prevented attacks and is highly questioned amongst booksellers and librarians, including "people who are not suspected of any criminal activity. Let's hold that thought shall we? Under the U.S. PATRIOT ACT of 2001, the House Of Republicans (H.R.) Bill 3199 "authorizes the F.B.I. to search the bookstore and library records of anyone it believes may be 'revelant' to a terrorist investigation." Does that mean I can rent a book at the library and once my library card is entered on the "check out" register on the computer, I can be placed on a person of interest? You bet.
There must be a line drawn between execute a warrant "without legal authority" and that of the 4th Amendment of the U.S. Constitution.
Fourth Amendment- Search & Seizure
"The Right of the people to be secure in their persons ,houses,papers,and effects,against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue,but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particurlarly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or place to be seized." NSA researching should not be a conflict between a right or left issue. The U.S. PATRIOT ACT does show what sort of expansion powers our U.S. government is capable of doing when investigating terrorism. It is said domestic eavesdropping is more effective in open warfare against terrorism and cost less lifes than in military intervention. Personally, I've read the book State of War by James Risen. This book is disturbing and mind-provoking to know about the Bush Adminstration and U.S. intelligence post 9/11. Ever wondered about Saddam Hussein's alleged nuclear testing and weapons of mass destuction buried in ditches? State of War is recommended by the author of this blog.
At foremost, I am an American in respect to the U.S. Constitution.
The likely intent of our Founding Fathers was never to intervene with the rights of the people. We do need to learn from the past to understand the world today post-9/11. History repeats itself and is our thinking tool in understanding your status of ethnicity. During WWII, Japanese Americans were hauled off to segregation camps. It's no secret that Arab Americans are now on the blacklisting "Enemy Of The State." What if this domestic spying surveillance does affect your ethnicity/race? Just because if your Anglo-American, this does not mean you are affected. Domestic spying affects every citizen.
At least one movie got it right!
This type of profiling reminds me of a film I saw years ago; it was titled The Siege. Roughly put, the discrimination of Arab Americans is a echo calling from the past of what Japanese-Americans went through in segregation camps in the 1940's after Japan assaulted Pearl Harbor. Some movie critics in the months preceding to the film's release had said the contents in The Siege was just hyped-Hollywood fantasy-fiction, blow em' type hardcore action flick, and nothing in the film could be possible. One movie critic writing an article on The Siege had said it's director Edward Zwick was going to stir up "risking the wrath by Arab-Americans and Jews, but of movie critics and fans."[2] The Siege was nearly a $70 million budget starring Denzel Washington, Bruce Willis, Annette Bening, Tony Shalhoub and others was released in theaters on November 6,1998 and by retrospect is in very close of the times we live in post 9/11: The lack of co-operaton between the CIA and FBI, including the torture tactics on alleged terrorist suspects without legal process, middle-eastern males held in detention camps, and most of all the most possible and frightening realistic idea: Martial Law on this land. By comparison, Enemy Of The State directed by Tony Scott(brother of Ridley Scott), was film bugeted at $85 million and was released on big screen two weeks later following The Siege on November 20,1998.
When Freedom dies for security...
The purpose of our constitutional rights is to protect the American people from government abuse. How many cases by far has "innocent" individuals have been arrested and convicted under the U.S. PATRIOT ACT of 2001? Under gag orders, librarians and booksellers are highly affected. Both Republicans and Democrats stand strong on the ongoing "spying" by intelligence gathering. The cost of freedom and security.
I stand affirm by heresay it is illegal for the federal government or any branch within our legal system to conduct eavesdropping tactics on its own citizens without obtaining a warrant and without probable cause. This regarding NSA researching should not be a left or right issue; both sides have to come to a conclusion about this conduct literally shreds our constitution!
Crimes against Humanity in Afghanistan.
Early this month had marked the eighth anniversary of the U.S. invasion in Afghanistan since 10-7-01. This coming week on the twenty-first of October will be eight years since the signing of the U.S. PATRIOT ACT of 2001 into law and nothing new has made me in compliance to it. I'd rather go to prison for being a wrongfully accused terrorist suspect. I don't think so! The law has nothing against me to have me incarcarated. I have not made any threats! The only terrorists I see is the ones who commit tyranny against us.
In March of 2004, a citizens' tribunal Saturday in Tokyo found U.S. President George W. Bush guilty of war crimes for attacking civilians with indiscriminate weapons and other arms during the U.S.-led antiterrorism operations in Afghanistan in 2001. The tribunal consisted of five judges, being in one mind, reached a conclusion the Bush Adminstration found guilty. [3]
Under international law it is illegal to attack civilians in wartime with use of uranium shells and other weapons that could indiscriminately harm people. Robert Akroyd, a British lawyer who served as one of the five judges. Akroyd had noted Bush who already claimed "military actions were in self-defense," and failed to discriminate between legitimate objects and civilians, using "indiscriminate weapons such as the Daisy Cutter (a huge conventional bomb), cluster bombs and depleted uranium shells." Crimes against Humanity is also in violation of Contitutional rights. "If the United States is at war against terrorism to preserve freedom, a new coalition of conservatives and liberals is asking, why is it doing so by wholesale abrogation of civil liberties? They cite the Halloween-week passage of the antiterrorism bill -- a new law that carries the almost preposterously gimmicky title: "Uniting and Strengthening America by Providing Appropriate Tools Required to Intercept and Obstruct Terrorism Act" (USA PATRIOT Act). Critics both left and right are saying it not only strips Americans of fundamental rights but does little or nothing to secure the nation from terrorist attacks." [4] --Kelly O'Meara, "Police State," Insight Magazine, 11/9/01
When defining domestic terrorism when reading Section 802 of the U.S. PATRIOT ACT of 2001, take note of what Bush had already signed as to he had intentionally, and wilfully with aforethought stripping the United States Constitution apart from 'of the people, by the people, and for the people of the United States of America.'
SEC. 802. DEFINITION OF DOMESTIC TERRORISM. [5]
George W. Bush had announced in a November 6,2001 press conference with French President Jacques Chirac, he would address to the United Nations on November 10, 2001, "Either you're for us or against us," implying coaliton partners of the UN back up their support with military action.[6] "Either you're for us or against us," is an almost direct quote he borrowed from the Christian bible. This is like Nazi Germany.
"Either you're for us or you're a fucking terrorist." Really?
Originally published by this author on February 3,2006.
Revised © 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel
The invasion of Central Asia country-Afghanistan-was already in plans in the months before September 11,2001. These are provided inside facts, not fiction. All it took was for the 9/11 terror attacks to occur. Plan was to go ahead regardless if the Taleban would of submitted Usama Bin Laden to the United States, told by former Pakistani diplomat.
(Excerpt from BBC News):
Tuesday, 18 September, 2001, 11:27 GMT 12:27 UK
US 'planned attack on Taleban' [7]
By the BBC's George Arney
Mr Naik said US officials told him of the plan at a UN-sponsored international contact group on Afghanistan which took place in Berlin.
A former Pakistani diplomat has told the BBC that the US was planning military action against Osama Bin Laden and the Taleban even before last week's attacks. Niaz Naik, a former Pakistani Foreign Secretary, was told by senior American officials in mid-July that military action against Afghanistan would go ahead by the middle of October. Mr Naik told the BBC that at the meeting the US representatives told him that unless Bin Laden was handed over swiftly America would take military action to kill or capture both Bin Laden and the Taleban leader, Mullah Omar. The wider objective, according to Mr Naik, would be to topple the Taleban regime and install a transitional government of moderate Afghans in its place - possibly under the leadership of the former Afghan King Zahir Shah. Mr Naik was told that Washington would launch its operation from bases in Tajikistan, where American advisers were already in place.
Mr Naik was told that if the military action went ahead it would take place before the snows started falling in Afghanistan, by the middle of October at the latest. He said that he was in no doubt that after the World Trade Center bombings this pre-existing US plan had been built upon and would be implemented within two or three weeks. And he said it was doubtful that Washington would drop its plan even if Bin Laden were to be surrendered immediately by the Taleban. NSA wiretapping conduct in 2008. If you thought ex-President George W. Bush was that much of a law-breaker, check out Obama's NSA eavesdropping! The abuse of federal government has gone to far with increased wiretapping. [8] The U.S. Justice Department early this year uncovered a problem with the National Security Agency during a routine oversight of U.S. Intelligence activities to ensure compliance of laws and court orders." The NSA intercepted phone calls and e-mails from Americans that went for beyond the limit of judiciary use. In 2008, U.S. Congress passed legislation requiring the National Security Agency to obtain a FISA court approval to monitor domestic communications of Americans who came under suspicion. Under this recent bill, the intelligence agencies within the United States was granted eavesdropping on Americans who communicate with foreign targets believed to be outside the United States." Crtics of this bill said the safguard privacy of Americans were inadequate. The Justice Department informed the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Court in April 2009 of the conduct with the NSA program taking "comprehensive steps" to correct the problem with any determined invasion of Americans' privacy occured. Footnote sources:
[1] - 'Hold The Phone' by Mark Hosenball and Evan Thomas; Newsweek Magazine. May 22,2006
[2] - 'Seige Mentality'- "The Seige" risks alienating Muslins and critics alike' by Degen Pener'; Entertainment Weekly. November 13,1998.
[3] - 'Citizens find Bush guilty of Afghan war crimes' by Nao Shimoyach; The Japan Times Online. March 14,2004
[4] - 'Police State' by Kelly Patricia O' Maera; Insight On The News. November 19,2001
[5] - 'USA PATRIOT Act of 2001 - Sections 802-811'; Section 802- definition of 'Domestic Terrorism' HR 3162. October 24,2001.
[6] - 'You are either for us or against us'; CNN. November 6,2001
[7] - 'US ' Planned attack on Taleban' by George Arney; BBC News. September 18,2001. [8] - 'NSA Exceeds Legal Limits in Eavesdropping Program' by Evan Perez and Siobhan Gorman; Wall Street Journal. April 16,2009. October 10 9/11 jumpers."I just remember looking up. And thinking how bad was it; the best option is to jump" - Joe Casaliggi, Engine 7, Battalion 1. [1]
This was a response from a firefighter inside the lobby of the North Tower who heard loud explosions above the canopy above the direction of where firefighters were setting up a command post. From a firefighters point of view, the crashing noises were described as "body bombs" as bodies were falling at a speed rate of 413 meters from somewhere around the 95th floor downwards on "pexiglass windows" while other jumpers directly landed on the pavement on the WTC plaza.
A student videotaping a documentary on her first year at NYU had captured the North Tower just moments after both she and her college friend woke up at their college dormitory on the morning of September 11,2001. Caroline Dries, at first, admitted she was in a state of denial of seen people diving from the top section of Tower 1 while filming the smouldering highrise; her view finder captured 9/11 jumpers falling. She then became fully aware she had witnessed people falling out from the tower. [2]
In the first quarter 2002, Firehouse Magazine conducted a series of interviews with some members of FDNY elite. One of these rescue workers interviewed was veteran firefighter Joseph Pfeiffer. When asked about jumpers, the battalion chief responded as he remembered what he saw on September 11,2001, "I don't know if all the windows, but a substantial amount were. And then what we heard was the jumpers actually hitting the canopy, which was where the battalion car was parked.
It must be some sort of plexiglass because (jumpers)they didn't go through, but it made a very, very loud sound." - firefighter chief Joseph Pfeiffer, Engine 7, Battalion 1. Firehouse Magazine Interview; April 2002. [3]
The fire engine which Pfeiffer was riding was parked under a awning on West Street.
To make this short and not trying to sound morbid, the bodies of these jumpers upon impact were blown to pieces like soft gelatin.
Firefighters and PAPD officers had to literally swipe up the body parts like mopping a floor and placing parts of the bodies into black rubber bags.
From a talk with a medical expert, I was told if these jumpers would of survived it would of been "zero." Obviously. They had no more than about 2 seconds of survival rate.
Even if the jumpers were trying to land in a airborne glide.
The only two streets that these 911 jumpers would of landed was on West Street, if they were facing on the northwest side of Tower 1. From the south tower-Tower 2, jumpers from the south end could of landed on Liberty Street, which is located behind the WTC complex.
Bodies had not (emphasis mine) landed on Vesey Street; this would of been impossible due to the fact bodies landed very hard after plunging nearly straight dowards. As in the case of the 9/11 jumpers, bodies hitting the plaza were blown to pieces and could not hit Vesey. The north side of Tower 1 was hit by AA Flight 11 leaving an enormous gap allowing any jumpers to land on the plaza, with a slim possibility to land on WTC 6 standing between WTC 1 and Vesey. There were rumors of jumpers landing on West Vesey Street which is not true in any case.
Also on a seperate interview, firefighter Steve Modica tells us that bodies did not land on Vesey Street: "We actually saw bodies, but they weren't landing on Vesey Street. They were landing up in the plaza level. That's where mostly you could see them coming down, but we didn't see any fall directly in front of us. We heard a lot of crashing sounds, which I assume was the jumpers. The frequency was it was very rapid. It wasn�t what you would think of a normal fire situation, where you have a jumper and then it was quiet for awhile and then another jumper. This was quite frequent." - Firefighter Steve Modica, Special Operations Command(SOC) Firehouse Magazine Interview; April 2002. [4]
It is also a obvious fact, that a person falling out of a 110 story skyscraper would of died of a massive heart attack; this was from lack of sufficent oxygen. Jumpers falling at such a high velocity speed lost a suffice amount of air, that they were gasping for oxygen. They knew they would not survive. At least to say it was the only option than to incinerate at somewhere between the 94th to 98th floor burning inside a oven so to speak.
Just in the very first minutes after AA flight 11 making a direct hit into Tower 1, people were seen jumping. At first, the fall was not as much intended due to the fact the 911 jumpers had found an easy acess to the wide gap that was opened up when the plane ripped through the tower. Then, others followed because of the intense heat caused from ignited jet fuel. Co-authors Jim Dwyer and Kevin Flynn in their book 102 Minutes:The Untold Story Of The Fight To Survive Inside The Twin Towers tells us, "The first people had been seen falling from the north tower at 8:48 or 8:49, two or three minutes after the crash of Flight 11, men and women at the seat of the inferno of jet fuel. The early plunges were less deliberate, more reflective, like a person recoiling from a hot stove. To get away from the heat, they did not have to fight their way through fire and flame. The side of the building had been ripped open. Alone or holding hands, they climbed onto widowsills, the only refuge from heat and smoke. "[5]
A photo taken by Richard Drew shows what is known as The Fallen Man falling face down at a rate of 150 miles per hour. This disturbing photo is found at the September 8,2009 edition of the famous men's magzine Esquire. [6]
The heart needs to depend on both blood and oxygen for the muscles to flutter in order to keep the lungs as well the brain to function. Lack of air thereof causes the heart to cease.
In basic, these people endured physical pain before they even hit the ground. How could they not.
Final moments of life awaited inside a thick black smoke, oxygen deprived, left a choice for these jumpers in desperation was the only best option-to jump to their death. Sad to say this, if any had been left with procrastination of the hesitation of not jumping, they would die either by smoke asphxiation, or death by severe trauma injuries when both of these Manhattan skycrapers collapsed on September 11,2001. As BBQ Joe Casaliggi had said on 9/11, "the best option was to jump."
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel
Footnote sources:
[1] - Jules and Gedeon Naudet documentary 9/11.
[2] - Documentary 102 Minutes presented by The History Channel.
[3] & [4] - Firehouse Magazine; 9-11-01 WTC: This Is Their Story April 2002.
[5] - 102 Minutes:The Fight Untold Story Of The Fight To Survive Inside The Twin Towers by Jim Dwyer and Kevin Flynn. pgs 136-137. [6] - The Fallen Man by Tom Junod. Photo originally appeared in the September 2003 issue. October 01 The Men Who Killed Kennedy documentary Parts I-IX.1988
 On the twenty-fifth anniversary of John Kennedy's assassination, England's Central Independent Television presented Nigel Turner's The Men Who Killed Kennedy in a two-part series. Three additional parts were later installed in 1995. In the first time in a quarter of a century new documented evidence, circumstantial at best, of the various dark elements behind of what is compelled, shows without a doubt: a massive coverup behind the murder of President John Fitzgerald Kennedy. Some material included may sound a bit hyperbole, yet still this documentary is worth viewing with a lot of questions to be asked in regards to Kennedy's assassination. In 1993, The History Channel presented this documentary. Ten years later in 2003, it was presented again with the latest theories and cover-ups only shown once, due to threats of lawsuits by family members of Lyndon B. Johnson who is the target as being the lead conspirator behind the murder of John F. Kennedy. The final three segments was banned in the United Kingdom: Part 7: "The Smoking Gun" Part 8: "The Love Affair" Part 9: "The Guilty Men" The Men Who Killed Kennedy documentary in it's origin is broken down as it was presented in 6 parts. The final three was only presented by the History Channel. Part 1: "The Coup d'Etat" Part 2:"The Forces of Darkness" Part 3: "The Cover-Up" Part 4: "The Patsy" Part 5: "The Witnesses" Part 6: "The Truth Shall Set You Free" September 29 ESP-Psychic abilities to correlate in sleep paralysis. When we hear the terms "Psychic" and "Premonition" we often categorize these meanings to a young caucasian female who has recurring dreams of loved ones from The Other Side. In television, there are two popular series,"Ghost Whisperer" and "Medium." In "Ghost Whisperer", the character is a young female Melinda Gordon who has this gift of communicating with ghosts in making amends met by becoming a medium between the ghost and the family. 'Medium' is more of t.v. based psychic detective in which a woman Allison DeBoise, a medium, who uses her precognitive dreams and visions to assist a Phoenix District Attorney in solving crimes.
On research I have studied from Dean Radin's "Entangled Minds", in a 2003,Institute of Noetic Science conference attendees were asked of various unusual experiences - 89% of females were found to experience more strange happenings via visceral system- form of intuition based on visceral sensation in the stomach, gut-feeling. Compared that to a 72% of males experiencing intuition. This test was based upon 465 individuals who participated on a psychology test. They were asked about education,allergies,,body sensitivities,mental practices and unusual experiences raging from telepathy,precognition. Findings differences between men -131- and women-331. Consistent w/results of other surveys, women 'were less skeptical' than men and reported more unusual experiences. Females reported in addition of higher level of believes. ? Could it be that women do not abuse their bodies as most men do? Or could there be a spiritual aspect that is stronger in females?
During the so-called "abnormal" sleep paralysis episodes, I would be like coming out of deep REM sleep, then I was crushed with a heavy sensation that locks my body into sleep paralysis. My arms can't move, my mouth feels being covered with a blanket, that I have to focus on breathing. I can't achieve in moving my legs either. I'm literally paralyzed with this dreaded fear of dying. A dark shadow or at times a silhouette of a human like figure is standing at my bedside lurking upon me. No BS! I've been having these so-called nightmares since I was a young teen. Now, in recent months, I've been getting less episodes. Sleep Paralysis is not to be compared with night terrors. I've been researching into this phenomena for quite a long time. I know what I have, not what some doctor says otherwise: hypochondriac-morbid concern of one's own health. Who is not concerned about their health? The doctor makes it sound so simple that I am too-health conscious. This by theory, is being overwhelmingly over stressing my concern about my health. There are other things to consider about, as though I make my health the center of my entire life. There are other things I am concerned about than my own health. Spiritual Possession linked with Sleep Paralysis?
In various cultures,what I have been experiencing at times is mistakenly called "spiritual possession." Going back to the cradle of civilization,demons have been said to assault their victims while these people slept. Lilith,the queen of demons,was perhaps the first. She is known to devour the flesh of her victims. Other demons,it is called The Old Hag,in Newfoundland. A spector would sit on the body of the sleeper to cause harm. Depending on the nature of each spector,demon,hobgoblin, these entities have a purpose. I won't list each. I am very much alive. Sleep Paralysis has never killed anyone; that for a fact. In the Philippines young males have died in their sleep.
The main culture is primary eating high salty foods and indulging in beer. It affects the health in these so-called healthy males. In the night,they did actually die in their sleep, the result of inflammed pancreas. The new insight look of this Brugada Syndrome is scientifically ruled as cardiac arrest. Simply put: indulging food is common in Filipino culture,as much to celebrate. The Bangungot is a obese nighthag, usually described in folklore as a female. She would sit on the face of her male host and suffocating him to death. The legend has it the obese hag lives in trees. When a tree of her residence has fallen and she is used as a bedpost or a support frame for a house, the baitabat(or Bangungot)transforms into a vengful spirit and crushes him into the bangungot death. To ward of this nighthag, the sleeper wiggles his fingers or a big toe to drive it away. Locals natives have said nobody has ever survived the Bangungot syndrome. You've seen the Nightmare on Elm Street series have you not. The nightmare boogie man is a disfigured killer Freddy Kruger armed with those razor knives attached to his gloves. Screenwriter and Director Wes Craven based the nightmare killings from various news articles on young kids who came to the United States with migrant parents seeking for a better life,escaping the Pol Pot regime. The country these natives came from, there is always a rash of unexplained nocturnal death syndrome,mainly from South East Aisa. In Hmong and Vietnamese children, the troubling effects of them dying in their homeland did not stop. When the survivors immigrated,the nightmares continued. It was usually the young boys who would die as they slept. There is no simple explanation of this. And this is not entirely related to Sleep Paralysis. And certainly not spiritual possession. If it was sleep paralysis, then it would of been a extreme case of muscle atonia, no muscle tone, that paralyzed the diaphragm and cardiac muscles. This is unlikely because both muscles need to function to pump in oxygen into the lungs, and release carbon dioxide in exchange. Figuratively, from a spiritualist point of view, people born in September,17 to 21, around the third week, and in March right before the Vernal Equinox, March 21, are susceptible in spiritual attacks. Does the months mean anything to me? none at all. That was based on eastern religions. It could happen to anyone born on any given month. You do not have have to be a rocket scientist to figure it out. No evidence proving a direct link between sleep paralysis and demonic possession has ever been found. To help clarify the distinction between alien possession and sleep paralysis read on this website: http://www.castleofspirits.com/sleepparalysis.html Astral Catalepsy
Sleep paralysis before its name invented over 50 years ago by scientists to describe the inability to move during deep sleep. In 1938 a researcher Sylvan Muldoon coined the word "Astral Catalepsy" in details of his own experience of sleep paralysis while awake during his astral trips.
The following is an excerpt found on pages 140-141 from Sylvia Browne's Book Of Dreams:
"If you're someone who suffers from astral catalepsy, chances are it includes one or more of the following symptoms:
If anything on that list sounds like a familiar part of your sleeping hours, please rest assured that you're not alone, you're certainly not crazy, and as real as the sensations feel, you're not in any actual danger." In a 2007 segment on Montel, the renowned psychic as a frequent guest on that show explains the phenomenon of astral catalepsy. View it on this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtRZTsuUaTc Calling for my spirit guide during a bout with sleep paralysis. It happened on the Fourth Of July weekend.
Astral Catalepsy.
24 hours ago,I was trapped inside a state of astral catalepsy while in sleep. My astral body(soul) has not made an total entry back in my body. Both the soul and the body has not been in total alignment. Sleep Paralysis. With my eyelids closed I was able to see the room through my third eye projection. Portion of the sunlight reflected off the walls. A shadow not threatening came up to me and spoke. Both of us spoke only through inner voice. I told the shadow do not come to me. It replied back to me by asking why can't I move. I told this blurring shadow figure that I have sleep paralysis, 'just help me make a quick entry back in my body.' This was just an brief involuntary out-of-body experience. I then felt this gentle touch on my shoulder.... when I opened my eyelids nobody was there. It was still early evening. The shadow I am convinced was my spirit guide in assistance. People who are hyper-sensitives have a keen in picking up other peoples emotions, hence, are sensitive to the needs of others. From a perspective, hypers, are regarded as to being more open to spiritual conscience. By saying this, sensitivity is not a weakness, rather a gift. It would be awkward if I was to say sleep paralysis is a curse than a blessing. Being a sensitive individual, I now find my experiences to be a gift than a medical problem as I once thought. September 11 ESP/Premonition, Dreams.
As for 9/11/01. As I mentioned in my earlier entries,sleep paralysis awakeness had played a part with this ESP/Telepathy seeing these horrifying images of a burning building tallest erected side by side with another building in height in the city from the ariel view above a city. On the other side of the building was a gigantic crater of a smaller building,that first gave me the impression of the 1995 Alfred P. Murrah Building bombing in Oklahoma City. That scene looked as though a truck bomb tore open a wide gap the smaller building from that magnitude. I just then afterward turned on the t.v. and see what occured in the dream. This particular one lasted for like several minutes. When I looked at my digital clock, it was 5:46 A.M. PST. On the East Coast it was 8:46 A.M. EST when flight 11 smashed into Tower 1. So yes, that is an ESP/Telepathy/Precognition,because it happened moments before Tower 1 was hit. The news replay of Tower 2 was hit by an commerical airliner went on repeating over and over. This is telepathy from my own self-knowledge of hearing a lot of agonizing yells via ESP during this awarness sleep paralysis episode. That is something I could never forget.
Some experiencers have said that in the years prior to 9/11 they had visions of people walking around lower Manhattan accumulated in white dust all over their bodies. And by saying that, we come to know those people covered with sift of white powder had blown debris of asbestos. That is about more than couple of hundred of tons of asbestos when in the following months and years surviviors eventually got sick from mesothelomia cancer-asbestos exposure. By coincidence this documentary was actually filmed on 9-11-01, moments earlier before tower 1 was hit. The doctumentary was originally on a probie firefighter. Ladder 7 is investigating a gas leak(not shown here) in lower Manhattan on Lispenard and Church St. early that morning. From 8:46 A.M when the North Tower, tower 1 was hit, the filming continued there on. This is a cropped 7:34 minute version of the documentary 9/11 Tags: 9/11 Coincidences or Premonitions Synchronicity Archetypes of Dream Symbols. My in-law told me she was wide awake in the weeks before 9/11; she seen a airliner flying too low and smashing into a building, this being in not a dream but in a full awake state. On a paranormal website almost one year later I read some of the firefighters in the FDNY had precognitive dreams of smoke and flames of a building, their comrades were trapped inside, in the months before 9/11. In the year 2001, from the first quarter to mid-summer I had at least more than 10 digit numerous experiences with sleep paralysis. Is there some connection to 9/11/01? I can't really be positive to my question. In the months prior to 9/11/01, a dream I could not figure it out to this very day, that I was in a elevator. I was dressed in a business suit. A few men also dressed the same was with me in this elevator when all of sudden all of us were knocked down by a violent movement. The scene was so tense,I was thrown side to side against these other occupants in the elevator as I could feel the pressure inside this chute dragging us downwards. The final moment is that the elevator was literally spinning around in a 360 degree turn, downright-face down, bodies were slamming against each other, I felt this banging on my head. Then I looked at this man laying down with two coins on his eyelids. Nearly six months proceeding this dream,on a Tuesday morning, September 11,2001,I seen the effects and its affects on lower Manhattan. Just maybe If my dream interpretation is right about this being related to a tragic event,then I must of been experiencing this catastrophe through the eyes of a person who was indeed employed at the World Trade Center, hence, astral projection. I just knew I never made it out. With such impact, September 11,2001 affected us humans, who could not forget. How could it not affect the person who had this viewing of the airliner flying in much lower than its normal airspace in the days before this happened.
What did the coins on the eyelids mean? The only thing that came fresh to my mind,is coins were placed on the eyelids of the dead,that I learned in mythology. For example,in the t.v. mini-series "The Blue And The Gray" a character in the film, Jonas - a psychic who predicted happenings in his dreams, only that he could not find the meaning to them. In the near end of the film, a bad happening for Abraham Lincoln the night the president was shot in Fords Theater. The dream had been taken place on a coast. Abe was on this rowing boat standing on its planks when the boat crashed into a gigantic boulder. Upon impact he lost balance on the boat,thus ejected into the water. The psychic in that dream standing on the sandy beach watched this going on,that he immediately swam onshore to rescue the president. When he retrieved the body, Abraham Lincoln was dead; his eyes covered in silver coins. As this is symbolically a tradition where a ferryman,Charon, taking the soul across the river Styx to the realm of the dead would be compensated with coins as the spirit(of the dead) would cross to the afterlife. During this entire dream,the president was assassinated. Jonas, eyes wide open could not speak, only a fainting sound escaping his mouth was seeing the life of Abe Lincoln in mortal danger. Jonas was sleep paralyzed locked within a dreamlike imagery. I feel that I am gifted in using my SP and Out-Of-Body-Experiences for something. Early in 2001,I had many as multiple OOBE and Lucid Dreams in April. I first thought I was paralyzed when I awoke only that I did not experience any "old hag" pressure on my chest. I was able to move out freely out of my body, walk my way around the front of my bed and into the hallway. The way I describe myself "walking" out of my body is quite lucid. It felt as though I was floating ontop of a air mattress. As I was half-way in the hallway, I could see my brother ,sister, her friend at the kitchen where they were using a computer. From their advantage view, it would not be impossible to notice someone is in the hallway. They did not see me. I saw them in mental clarity. This was nearly close to a lucid dream. The question remains: does Sleep Paralysis run in the family? is it hereditary? I had done my research into my family and has found nobody had-has this. Nobody,except for me. I've read a blog online that a man says his condition of SP is biological-inherited from family history. I am skeptical of a DNA link to SP. Just maybe my readers can ask this $50,0000 question to any of their own family members. I would like your input on this. © 2009 sleepparalysis/obe. -Daniel
September 28 Can we expand our journey into the deepest space of the human mind?Mind XPansion. "Psychedelic"-Mind manifestion. All you had to do was turn on---open up to the idea of acid. With the enterance of tuning in, use it as a pardigm to zoom in that kaelidescope and open the vault to the hidden doors of consciousness. We use some 10% of our brain and 90% of it in deep sleep. We use a little portion of our brain daily, otherwise we all would get much tired being wired up with endless ideas. Sleeping is much a remedy. Like a genie in a bottle, profound mystical states of viewing the godhead buried within the deep regions of inner space is very possible. LSD or lysergic acid dyethelamide --lsd-25 has been "theorized" by one past scientific study to be very similiar to the flow of chemicals such as serotonin and dopamine found in the neurotransmitters secreted in the brain. Does acid affect your entire genetic system? No. Does it drive people into madness? Not completely-Yes and No. Does it expand your mind? Yes. Aldous Huxley explained that this potent as well as mescaline should only be used by the best and the brightest. Was he completely right about it? Timothy Leary somehow tried to convince U.S. Congress to pass a legislation for lsd which was that it should be reasoning for anyone who wanted to experiment with acid was compared to obtaining a drivers license to operate a combustible vehicle,except whereabouts this person would have to prove that he/she could drive a vehicle of consciousness if they could prove that they knew how to operate it with "responsibility" that is. Significant people still around from the baby boom generation who are also the childbarers and child producers of us "Generation Xers(30+ yr olds and afterwards)" have attributed the vehicle that drove them to those mental asylums was lsd because they weren't prepared or how to use it under proper guidance. There was nothing found in the newspapers about a pleasant lsd experiences; just the bad ones. The media circus had not want to cover the positive attributes. It was all negative media coverage especially when there was a story of somebody on lsd was killed on a railroad track by a oncoming train who appearently percieved himself as being invincible. To most of the public eye,it was considered unpatriotic to use lsd. It was thought as revolting against the establishment. In the governments involvement with lsd, CIA covert ops were surreptiously adminstered lsd in their drinks without any consent. PSY-OPS. President Lyndon B. Johnson banned all drug experimenations in the covert CIA MK-ULTRA in 1967. In spite that this powerful "weapon of war" at one time was manipulated by the secrecy cabal and that there is a passage of dark effects to it (walls buckling into three dimensions and terrifying hallucination experiences--St. Anthony's Fire. People in frenzy bummed out and diving out of their windows)..... "There is a inner reality to just more than meets the naked eye" - Timothy Leary. In a divisive scientific debate over of how much brain capacity does everybody use, we only use about 10% of our brain everyday and 90% for other areas, i.e.-deep sleep. Had we all use 100% of our brains capacity, we do all of use tend to forget about certain places, ideas, etc. The brain has unlimited capacity to learn about everything that there is to know. Poets and musicians attributed their enhancement of creativity thanks to lsd. Religious experiences were deeply opened. Drop out Do we have the right to alter our own consciousness? In a society where the manipulation of prozac, valium, ritalin, caffine, alcohol and chocalate as a drug itself is accepted...is there another space to fill with lsd? I believe so. Should LSD become legal..let it be. If it remains illegal ...you do the thinking why it should or should not be illegal. LSD is quite debatable. For those who are sane should be able to use this psychedelic remedy with responsibilities, preparing for the consequences. To learn about LSD, read literature and information from various sources before going on a trip. This is from my own political opinion regarding the usage of LSD. © 2009 sleepparalysis/obe -Daniel If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things through' narrow chinks of his cavern." - Aldous Huxley September 26 The Summer of 1987 that brought me hard rock in Y&TSpeaking of summertime, here is a 80's flashback to one of the most thrilling in hard rock of the 80's. post-1986, the following year was solid at its peak: Nothing was quite the same afterwards.
It was the summer of 1987. The action/adventure film "PREDATOR" with Arnold"Governator"Swarchenegger, Jesse"TheBody"Ventura and Carl Weathers became the summer sizzling blockbuster megahit when both the muscle flexing action celebrities co-starred as Special Forces buddies blazing thier way out of a South American dense jungle from a bloodthirsty entity. Kiefer Sutherland played the leader of a gothic vampire cult in "The Lost Boys" (I really dig the song 'Lost In The Shadows' by Lou Gramm. A must have 80's soundtrack). Gloria Estefan & The Miami Sound Machine(MSM) were creeping up the airwaves of the TOP 40 with their Cuban/Latin sensation hit "Rhythm's Gonna Get You" Oh yeah, who ever forgot the hard rock ballad "Carrie" that became a top five hit during that summer by the group Europe. Whitney Houston as I remember had one of the 1 songs "I want to dance with somebody" or was it the controversial "I want your sex" by George Michael? Oliver North stood before the Congressional Hearing of his alleged involvement of the CIA-Iran/Contra Affairs. The Sierra Nevada endured one of its longest fire blaze in the month of July. Microwave ovens turned 40, and that year my family owned a first oven conventional microwave nuke style. Neon green and black spandex became a popular look for the American culture. Long mullet and teased wild hair made American youth of both males and females look like a wild frenzy of animals rockin' and rollin' in those Bon Jovi and Def Leppard concert videos. Both of those bands suck badly post 1980's. A blend of East Coast rap and punk/hardcore set the stages of ol' school of pipeline skating the streets of New York. The sequel to the 70's black comedy show "What's Happening" returned with Raj and Dwane 'Hey,Hey,Hey' and later half way through the series Big Fat Rerun Stubs in "What's Happening Now" which isn't quite that halarious as "What's Happing"; but what the heck, the kids were back.
American icon culture of the 1980's was at it's peak soaring in 1987.
The same year I had heard the sounds of a delicatessen of hard rocking style that fueled my energy of music. The group that was playing had a fusion of guitar rock and unique passion of vocals. A more of a sing-a-long rock concert lyrics when the song Contagious was played on the local rock station 90.5 KVHS (now is called the EDGE).
(Chorus)
Ooh-Ooh-Ooh-Ooh-Oooh!
It's getting dangerous,it's contagious
Ooh-Ooh-Ooh-Ooh-Oooh!
It's outrages,it's contagious
Yeah!
The rock group that I am reffering to is none other than Y&T. The group had maintained with it's original early 1970's name Yesterday & Today until 1980 when the change went to a moniker Y&T. It was a few years since the band had released the hit "Summertime Girls" that was Y&T first big single hit that recieved a lot of airtime play on the TOP 40. I had noticed back in 1987,that Y&T's newest album "Contagious" was a break away label from A&M records that featured a lineup of thier albums EARTHSHAKER MEANSTREAK BLACKTIGER IN ROCK WE TRUST and DOWN FOR THE COUNT. Now,they had signed at this point,with Geffen records.
"Contagious" emerged into the sounds of other bighair/glam metal bands during the late 1980's, because this is what vocalist Dave Meniketti had chosen to do,in order to promote more of music of Y&T. He got what he wanted. The "Contagious"album was now a more wildrocking paradise for Y&T. It also found its way in rival competition with Whitesnake(also with Geffen Records), Motley Crue, Vinnie Vincent, and Ratt. I dig the self titled album Whitesnake when David Coverdale had just more of a bliss in 'Is This Love' and the powerful rock anthem 'Still Of The Night.' I was a fan of both Whitesnake and Y&T and still is, but when it comes down to solid hard rock I chose the latter. Y&T back then looked like they survived three-mile island.
To be honest, "Contagious" was the first time I have ever purchased a piece of Y&T merchandise. I have heard thier earlier songs years before such as 'MeanStreak' 'Black Tiger' 'Dirty Girl' 'Lipstick & Leather' and 'Summertime Girls'. Now in 1987, I have finally have a Y&T cassette. I absolutely found all the tracks awesome to rock hard from the opening song 'Contagious' to the very last track 'I'll Cry For You(Instrumental).' The most memorable song that rocks is "The Kid Goes Crazy" is a similiar theme to Van Halen's "Hot For Teacher." In this LP, new percussionist Jimmy DeGrasso replaced Leonard Haze.
Since the summer of 1987 I have remained a fan of the Bay Area band Y&T. Not because I do not want to sound bias simply because both Y&T and I are from the Bay Area; because Dave Meniketti and Y&T are intact in originality. A taste of outstanding quality. Often imitated but never duplicated.
I still get that "wild drive" for airguitaring and spinal tapping the chords when I listen to Contagious at my house or even in public. That same year a tanned girl was walking out of a gym while I was doing this. I was waiting for my god brother who was pumping iron in the same gymnasium while I sat in the car reading a recent edition of G.I. Joe: A Real American Hero comic book. Getting to the point of getting restless, I went into the mood of cranking out the car speakers. First it was Beastie Boy's rap/metal "No Sleep Til' Brooklyn", until I settled for Y&T. I got of the car while blazing out the volume of hard rock. Dave Meniketti with such pipes-his vocals-was awesome man! It seemed so fast, that I was manuvering spinning around almost kicking down the nearby garbage can. I was a completely different person with sheer madness; it was not like me to do this often. The girl noticed my imaginary guitar strutting when I was cranking out the tunes of "Eyes Of A Stranger" like a gut wrenched guitarist at a sold out concert and noticed I was being watched when I spun around towards the entrance of the front door of the gymnasium. The tanned girl with dirty blonde hair dressed in a tight tank top and hot black spandex shorts gave me a stare that I immediately thought she was thinking about me "what a weird guy." Ooops. However, under her Ray Ban sunglassess she wore, she produced a pearly white smile and yelled "Y&T rocks dude!" Then I replied shyfully "umm..yeah." Next she walked down towards my direction, laughed at me and said a rather heartbeating message towards my way, "you're kind of cute playing the guitar." I shyly glanced at her and thanked her for the compliment. Down the outside hallway about the same time when another woman strolling down her infant in a baby carriage while exiting a grocery outlet giggled while I was caught jamming my guitar, "you do this often?"
"Yeahh..I love to rock n' roll. Ma'am," /M\ I replied while feeling adrenalized. "Geesh kid, calm down,this place isn't a concert," the woman said in attempts to make me realize I was acting naughty in public. Then I saw the baby in the stroller and the first words out of my mouth was, "Hellloooo Baaby!" as Sammy Hagar did in the opening line for the Van Halen song, "Good Enough," following while looking down at the tot with an effort to make cute baby dimples to get a kick out of it, but the more I tried my face muscles ached from straining. My bad. Finally I smiled with widening my eyes and suckling my lips at the bambino. Rock Hard child. Should call this kiddie metal. The mother at first looked at me like she was going to say at any second, "don't tease my baby you weirdo." Instead she giggled, "You should try out for a clown. I've heard the circus is always hiring for dorks" I knew she was kidding around with that sarcastic comment. In spite of the circumstances, I had begun to discover that underneath that shy exterior of mine lies a "bady boy." To complete Contagious in a package is the guitar instrumental written by Joey Alves, "I'll Cry For You" a sweet hard rockin' solo that fits in with the title.
As for the cassette I purchased back in the summer of 1987--it still operates with a some noticeable scratches from numerous usage during the past 20 years. Thanks to the invention of audio technology, I now have all the music from Y&T on both audio cassette and compact disc. You might reply to me 'you're still back in time' if you will. If you had been a teen back in the 80's,how can you not miss to be a part of it? After hearing these so new age bands,todays rock/metal is nowhere as nearly as it was of yesterday.
- A avid Y&T fan.
Track List of Contagious by Y&T.
1). Contagious ****
2), L.A. Rocks ***
3). Temptation ***
4). The Kid Goes Crazy ****
5). Fight For Your Life ***
6). Armed And Dangerous ***
7). Rythm Or Not ****
8). Bodily Harm ***
9). Eyes Of A Stranger ****
10). I'll Cry For You ****
 Other hard rock/ metal genere LP's for 1987:
(subside the above pop label in a simple category,this genre can also be dentified as glam rock/pop metal,progressive metal, some thrash/speed and british steel I have punched in to expand) The astericks are from my personal ratings. ****excellent *** good ** so,so and * for dull.
Contagious - Y&T ****
Animal - Def Leppard ***
Permanent Vacation - Aerosmith ***
Girls,Girls,Girls - Motley Crue ***
Dream Evil - Dio ***
Whitesnake - Whitesnake ****
Back For The Attack - Dokken ****
Somwhere In Time - Iron Maiden ****
Frehley's Comet - Ace Frehley ***
Dancing Undercover - Ratt ***
Final Countdown - Europe ****
Wild In The Streets - Helix ***
Keel - Keel ****
Perfect Timing - MSG (McAuley Schenker Group) ***
Priest..Live - Judas Priest ****
Odyssey - Ygnwie Malmsteen's Rising Force ****
Crazy Nights - KISS ***
Dangerous Attraction - Lion ***
Look What The Cat Dragged In - Poison **
Lita - Lita Ford ****
Mechanical Resonance - Tesla ****
Appetite For Destruction - Guns N' Roses ***
David Lee Roth - Skyscraper ****
Slippery When Wet - Bon Jovi **
Once Bitten - Great White ***
Surveillance - Triumph ****
Raise Your Fist and Yell - Alice Cooper ***
No Exit - Fates Warning ****
E-Z-O - EZO ****
Hurricane Eyes - Loudness ***
Garage Days Re-Revisited - Metallica ***
Schizophrenia - Sepultura **
Hall Of The Mountain King - Savatage ***
Among The Living - Anthrax ****
The Legacy - Testament ****
Pleasures Of The Flesh - Exodus ***
Keeper Of The Seventh Key Pt. 1 - Helloween ***
Killing Technology - Voivod ****
Abagail - King Diamond **
Scream Bloody Gore - Death ***
The Ultra Violence - Death Angel ****
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe
Daniel
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September 25 The Messenger Must Be Silenced!Stigmata the film. Stigmata I will never get tired watching every weekend. Stigmata, the theme itself, is something I could never comprehend to, because I had never suffered a demonic attack; I don't think I did. Had I, it must of been during a spasm. Ha,ha. Call me crazy. People who suffer from demonic attacks are easily labeled as lunatics. Centuries ago in medieval Europe they were burned at the stake for heresy. This movie is centered on a 23-year old hair stylist Frankie Paige(Patricia Arquette), an Aetheist, who lives a care-free life, but soon she slowly becomes a victim to what is called a spiritual attack; mystical wounds is inflicted on her body that co-relates to the injuries that the historical rabbi from Nazareth Jesus the Christ received at his passion. Frankie's role plays a crucial part to the sub-plot. Damn! Every movie I've seen based on supernatural religious based genre, the victim is a female, why not us guys for once(except for The Exorcist; Fr. Damien Karros)
A Vatican ordained priest/investigator,Fr. Andrew Kiernan(Gabriel Byrne) a man of mixed faith and doubt is sent by a corrupt(loosely put) Cardinal Daniel Houseman(Jonathan Pyrce) to initiate a conducted investigation into the stigmata. After Frankie receives another wound, she is speaking in alienated tounge of a language - Aramaic(lost, dead language spoken 2,000 years ago by Christ and his diciples in Judea). The message read: "the kingdom of God is inside you, and all around you, not in buildings of wood and stone." This is the supposedly the first words of Christ according to his own gospel(Gnostic).
Houseman in defense of his beliefs of what this passage may do to expose his ex-communicating of a priest-Fr. Alameida(builds his own church in Bello Quinto,Brazil)sets up his attempts to ensure the messenger is silenced at all cost.
All a meanwhile in between each stigmata attack, Frankie begins to actually fascinate about the words she spoke,let alone a passage written by her(automatic writing) in Italian and later on her apartment wall in Aramaic(she does not know what she is marking). She feels rejected as well at her God she blames for 'cursing' her.
Deeply absorbed into this film, I am profound that I loved it. Too, I find it dark at the theatrical version and the director's alternate ending. Great movie for anyone into religious-based horror genre. Check out the Stigmata soundtrack if you are into catchy-upbeat techno; from the intro song: "Mary, Mary" by Chumbawamba. Some of the other tracks are rock, fast and slow; Daivd Bowie and Massive Attack. While the musical scores+soundtrack are moody reflection of the inner-self emotion. Here is one, written and composed by Billy Corgan, vocals by Austrilian-Sicilian singer Natalie Imbruglia; the song title is "Identify", a song that sends dark, gothic feelings. September 23 Spirit Guides and guardian angels.So many of us ask ouselves these questions: "what is a spirit guide?"; "do I really have a spirit guide?"; "Do I have a ancestoral spirit guide?" and "Is it my guardian angel?"
I am not sure who my own spirit guide is. I've been trying to have my spirit guide to identify by name. All I can feel is a tender embrace of a woman cradling me. She is in my perception a Spanish woman who once told me in telepathy, "te adoro mijo" which translated from Spanish, 'I Love You little boy.' Or in another way of putting this in text, "I love you my precious son.'
My recall of a past life did not draw an immediate recognition of this young female. Of how this is, she must of been from one of my previous lives? What I can say is, this is my own experience. From part facial recogniton only limiting my vision, because I can't see her that well from mist, I can only start visualizing of how she would look:
 This is how my guide would look. The girl here in this picture is a Spaniard. When I see figures, my eyes are not supposed to see them using my human eyes, but astral viewing. Yet, this is how that image would of been by using my two eyes. Notice she is a sports fan with the flag of España, painted on her face. My ancestory is blended of various ethnicities including traces of Spanish blood. Could I have my ancestoral spirit acting out as my own guide? Interesting to know.
From my knowledge is that a spirit guide is defined as a entity or entities who is appointed or self-appoints to watch, teach, help you to a spiritual awareness. These guides have a higher frequency than us.
We are in a physical body set with frequencies from our body chakras, or energies. It is my understanding that somebody we meet during lucid dream, astral projection is someone who shares the same body frequencies; they are likely incarnated humans...very much alive who traveled to the same dimension as you; not your spirit guide(s). Spirit Guides are always higher in frequencies.
Somebody durng astral once told me: "Everybody can be safe here." So, there is nothing to be afraid of. Right?
A spirit guide is unlikely a imaginative figure created in the psyche.
Most people have said they met their guide during astral travel to The Other Side. Hmm.
Others claimed their own guide manifested as an animal or insect.
While some say their guide was their ancestoral guide. This meaning is a biological family member from your past lives?
I can't speak for everyone, these spirit guides came in various forms, names, and often help more than one person at a time.
Like I said, how they are manifested is how guides are percieved. Also, they are formed in their own appearance.
Now, here is another consiousness projection or soul leaving the body experience. A strong connection between the self and a spirit guide is what is called your Twin Flame-soul divided into two: the feminine and masculine spirit that is experienced in unity simultaneously...together as one whole soul/spirit.
You may have a difficult time understanding that. By what astral masters and spiritualists-the experts-said is a twin(not physical)spirit is programmed to seek rejoining as one wholeness; complete. Said that in two paragraphs, I hope this makes sense. This is a paradigm found in Carl Jung's analytical psychology-"the anima and animus."
When stated "the anima", is the phenomology whereabouts a male in his dreams interacts with women and his attitude towards them. This by definition is a male's unconsciousness 'feminine' qualities/traits in a male. The anima is composite of his mother's influence and female relatives including teachers. (Boys somehow get along with their moms. I think strongly it's a mother's nuturing and chemicals that bind her and son together.)
While on "the animus" is the phenomology unconsious masculine attributes in a female. The animus, unlike the anima, in a female does not recognize masculine qualities in her conscious personality. According to Jung, the personality of the female manifests in various animus images while the anima holds one dominant influence. (From what I seen, girls and mothers are literally programmed to fight with each other. I think it's because they have far more than common aside from being females.)
Anways, back to Spirit Guides.
A spirit guide is not be identified as my own guardian angel. What that means, is a guardian angel was never incarnated for one single moment on earth is appointed to act as an protector over the incarnated human being. Guardian Angels were with each of us before our own conception.
For example an incident that occured 4 years ago during a bike ride:
"I as the author of this blog went accelerating down a narrow road facing a blind curve at about 50 miles per hour on my off-road mt. bike. To make it short, I went soaring off my bike and crash landed on the road. While I was rolling down a feeling of bliss overcame my senses. It was Nirvana. I felt this unseen presence lifting me half-way between ejecting off my bike and the moment I landed; cradling my body momentarily. What I saw as I looked upwards towards the morning skies was grey ghostly figures looking down towards me. And saw my life flashing before my own eyes from childhood to present time. For sure, the end for me was here and right now. Finally, I came through and found myself alive. At first, I gave thought all of this was the loss of sensory inputs. Finally, I believed then it was a guardian angel who protected me from a brush with death."
Each of us has our own guardian angel, never to leave the person assigned to protect. Some people said they had two GAs. I am not certain, but my belief is that only one can be appointed.
My experience I only met a few people who might of been spirit guides during lucid dreaming and astral. As I mentioned earlier, there is a possibility that one or two people who are guides could be relatives from either bloodline. And what I recently learned from another source, a guide could also be from adopted and or Foster Family relationship.
And for those guides who are not related to us, they are there to help us out as a friend. One astral master once said to me, "if you care enough about a person, their astral, being the higher frequency, can summon you to that person. And them to you, if they would let you to do so."
Taken that from a metaphysical aspect.
Could be. Could not be. This family relationship regarding spirit guides is something which I think we should ask ourselves.
I did remember one of my pastlives is that I was in bloodline to a ranking officer in medieval Spain during the Moorish invasion. I am in fact part Spaniard in blood. A Mestizo(translated from Spanish "Mixed-blood"). Another recall I was of Latino persuassion in the 1960's. So there is a bloodline of Spanish and some traces of African and Arabic that fits in. That brings up to the question: Are members of my own biological family from my past life?
There is a lot of different information from websites and books of what is a spirit guide and what is an guardian angel to avoid the confusion. I only can tell you what I personally know of I have given you on this blog entry. My spirit guide can vary from yours, or could share the same. But remember everybody has a different guardian angel whoever that might be. I don't want to hear replies that you have the exact experience to mines. No. No. Like I said, I am only speaking on behalf of my ownself regarding the topic of Spirit Guides.
Comments?
-Daniel.
September 22 Stream of Consciousness. When I first created my spaces.live.com blog in August 2005, my purpose was to express myself in blogging(typewriting thoughts, ideas via keyboard) with ideas that come to mind; intrest in topics that I find appealing, worth to post it on here. My purpose was never to write about so much on family-i.e.-reunions, gatherings, typical jealous drivel sibil rivalry(promotes cancer from stupidity). The only good things about family worth my appraise I could share my ideas.
My original intention in creating my blog was to jot down my experiences about sleep paralysis awakeness, or astral catalepsy(term coined by Sylvan Muldoon in 1938).
At that time in August '05, one of the most catastrophes in modern era occured. Hurricane Katrina. I spent time researching about Katrina and the effects it had on people. I am foremost a humanist; I feel my purpose besides doing my things in life, is to write about the truth, even to the point when I am stubborn thus creating opinionated views.
The New Orleans tragic event also affected me. My ex-neighbor "Tammie", a Red Cross volunteer, was down in Baton Rouge, Louisiana in the following month after the damaged levees allowed a massive flood from the Gulf Coast to pour in New Orleans. "Tammie" in a letter to me described in short words about her experiences with the people who survivied Hurricane Katrina. Maybe I should of been picked to travel down south when the Red Cross could of used another "helping hand" only that it was too late for me. I really wanted to go, was prepared for called upon service except that the sheriff chopper volunteer unit told me there were people on service calls waiting in line before me. What became of her(Tammie) after Katrina, I have not heard a word about her since holidays 2005.
Then my interest in the 9/11 calamity years before. I as in doing my research into terrorism, felt this brutal act of inflicting terror, was also a purpose to write on. I can't help but to focus on mass murder-suicide that affects just about everybody. When September 11,2001 came around, I was like living in a nightmare. I don't know for sure if I was dreaming or awake in that sense. From that day forward, I have been looking for pieces of information on Islamic Jihad and other organizations that promote and sponsor terrorism. One of my biggest help was from Steven Emerson, a counter-terrorism expert who unraveled years of investigating terrorists living within the United States. My then girlfriend back in 2001 was fed up with me about my research material, insulting me by saying that I needed professional help. Oh well, she and most people next to me would not understand what I am doing.
What was so magnetic to draw me in the topic of serial crime is the Santa Rosa Hitchhiker Murders that I read about in Robert Graysmith's book Zodiac. When I first read it, Zodiac offered me something that first became an interest piece for me during my teenage years: a series of hitchhiking murders in and around Santa Rosa in the early 1970's. During that period I was just an infant; the Zodiac Killer was prowling around the San Francisco Bay Area, he was last seen officially in October 1969 when he executed cabbie Paul Stine at the Presidio Height. It just so happened I was born in the month of September 1971 almost two years after that murder. Then all of sudden a year later a string of murders took place in Sonoma County involving young female hitchhikers. It was not until around 1979 when I might of heard about one unsuspected victim-Teresa Matthews-might of been a possible Santa Rosa victim. She was found dead nearby the Russian River either in Sonoma County or Sacramento County. It was not until years later I saw that name in the Zodiac yellow book. During my reading back then, I first found about the Santa Rosa hitchhikers. All were from the ages young as 12 and 13 through 23 years of age. For some reason, everytime I listen to the rock folk song "Tin Man" by the band America, I visualize the time period when young pretty girls went roaming around Santa Rosa thumbing out for a ride. Yet, I know better, "Tin Man" is a song with little relevance about the Tin Woodman aka Tin Man, the recycled parts of tin made-alive character from The Wizard Of Oz. The Tin Man on his journey to see the Wizard of Oz, he as looking for a purpose what he lacked of-a heart. But, he didn't know he already had one.
Speaking of, some people have said I am ranting about my recent posts about Laci Rocha Peterson; that I have no purpose in writing about this person. What has this author have to offer besides a bunch of odd happenings with look-a-likes and the number 215. People don't understand. They are not me. I believe they will never comprehend to my expressive writings about Laci. I don't really expect others to understand; like they ever will. So, they will ask me why I even made a drawing of Laci. If only they read my previous blog entries on The Rocha girl, these people could easly get an answer. They will even ask me If I, as the author of this blog, knew the young lady from Modesto. No, I did not know her personally. It doesn't mean anything to them if they don't have a clue. Then I was suggested I should write about Scott Peterson's appeal. Why should I? He already has a blog. The CCADP (Canadian Coaltion Against the Death Penalty) has a website that sponsors, provides webpage internet service for death row inmates. Mr. Peterson's family has alot to say on a family blog titled: Journey To Justice now he's already filled a comfty spot on death row in La Pinta; he should of spoken five years ago on his defense, let alone wiping away those smirks off his face, showing no remorse for two people in his life that was taken away-Laci and Connor. While all prisoners do not have internet access, The Peterson's continue to receive a amount of support from people who are convinced Scott was wrongfully accused of murder.
In short to conclude this entry, I am thinking what topics and issues matters to me, e.g.-disorders-diseases, health care reform, firefighters-heroes, wasted war spending, crime. I'll be damned if I don't care. I DO CARE.
I am just being myself; an individual.
-Daniel September 21 Deliver Hamadei to us!Over three months have passed since the marking of the June 14,1985 TWA 847 hijacking; twenty four years ago! I certainly remember the dark days in early summer 1985 in my memory. How could I forget those 17 unforgettable days in June 1985? How could I forget about Robert Dean Stethem? How could I remember not the day I graduated from junior high on the first day of the TWA siege? How can I also forget about the bearded face hijacker who placed his steel pistol against the head of the late John Testrake? To make it simple: I did not forget.
I did remember Dan Rather of CBS News broadcasting a live news brief early that evening on June 13,1985 as he was sitting the CBS newsbooth announcing that an American Trans World Airlines plane enroute from Athens,Greece to Rome,Italy had been confirmed to be hijacked as flight 847 was still in Greece airspace. As I was sitting on the podium with my fellow classmates awaiting in anticipation for our diplomas, the local Catholic priest gave a speech urging all in attendance to give a moment of silence to all aboard the flight, even to pray for the souls of the hijackers. What?! Pray for religious lunatics?
We were told by Rev. John Garcia that no matter how evil these hijackers were, it was better to offer much prayer to them so that their souls would be saved. I thought it was unkind to pray for a demonized person.
Even to this day I can't comprehend why prayer is urged for a murderers soul.
The two hijackers were not identified on the day they commandered the plane, except these two religious fanatics announced they were claiming their war on behalf of the World Liberation Front or WLF. This organization was actually a front for Irans Hezbollah known as literally "The Party Of God" whose intention was to demand for the release of some 700 Shiite Moslems held in captivity in Israel.
Masterminding the TWA airpiracy was Hezbollah security chief Imad Mignyah. He was also the architect of destruction for the 1983 bombing of Beruit's Embassy which killed 241 U.S. Marines and 57 French soilders.
Two of the original hijackers were planted aboard 847 while a third was arrested in Athens for failure to produce his passport at the airport terminal. He was later recognized as Ali Atwa. In exchange for Atwa's release by Greek authorities, all female passengers aboard 847 were removed and liberated from their captors.
As the drama unfolded on July 1,1985, the two hijackers along with their accomplices who later joined them on June 15,1985 escaped somewhere in Beruit. All,except for one passenger on 847 was released. The sole casualty in this whole episode of captivity was of course Robert Dean Stethem a U.S. Navy seabee. Stethem was singled out by his captors after he was discovered to be a U.S. serviceman. He was beaten severely about 15 hours then his body dumped out of the plane in Beruit after his murderers shot him twice in the head.
On June 20,1985 Stethem was buried in Arlington Cemetery with other deceased military personel in Washington D.C. Live coverage of his burial was broadcasted on television.
The morning following my graduation, I had turned on the televison and one of the first images on CBS TV was the body of Robert Stethem laying motionless on a airport tarmac. His shirt was ripped open and his face was swollen with signs of lacerations and a noticable bruise under his right elbow. Hours earlier,the previous evening, I listened to a radio station when it was announced a passenger on board was beaten. I was out celebrating my graduation ceremony when this occured. When the party was over in late evening, the hijackers I remember were diverting the plane from Algiers to a rerouted destination towards Beruit.
For the next seventeen days, I watched much as I could about the events on flight 847 while every classmate of mine in Brentwood were out on summer vacation or at the local swimming pool. I sacrificed most of June 1985 watching newscoverage and limiting my time when I was supposed to enjoy time off from school...
محمد علي حمادي
Two years later 1987, a man was arrested in Frankfurt Germany for attempting to carry liquid explosives on a airliner. This same person was identified as Muhammed Ali Hamadei who was later in the following year standing trial for murdering Robert Stethem aside for the charges against him for illegal transportation of explosives. The most significant events during Hamadei's trial were the living witnesses of flight 847 who testified against their callous captor who told the West German court of how Hamadei and his accomplice Hassan Izz-Al-Din viciously beat some of the passengers including Robert Stethem.
An witness told the judge presiding the trial that he saw the brain matter of Stethem splashed on the wall located behind the flight cabin. "Oh God, oh God, what do you want to hear?" yelled out this witness in emotion after he was ordered to address the court of his testimony against Hamadei. ''All I saw was parts of his brain mixed with blood smeared on the inside of the door.''
Dr. Clark,the pathologist who served the autopsy of Robert Stethem in Spain gave a video deposition to the court describing the wounds of Stethem. Clark stated the wounded U.S. navy sailor had survived momentarily after Stethem was shot in the head because there was a significant amount of blood left in his lungs which kept him alive for about 10 minutes.
When the trial ended the Lebanese member of Hezbollah was given a life-imprisonment sentence.
A short lived prison sentence removed the killer from a German prison as part of a parole in a trade for German citizen Susanne Osthoff whom was held as a prisoner in Iraq. The so-called parole was granted on December 20,2005 the same day U.S. Congress signed a bill which would place certain literature as potential hazards to national security and record keeping on all book renters in American public libraries as part of a strict controversial U.S. Patriot Act.
In the aftermath of a unjust parole, the brother of Robert Stethem-Kenneth Stethem-appeared on MSNBC 'Morning Joe' demanding for America, "that the administration submit a formal diplomatic request to the Lebanese government, in order for Hamadi to be turned over." In his second quest for justice Mr. Stethem quoted "Second, I would like everybody to call the administration, and they can get the numbers, I believe, through your Web site, but call the administration and press for Lebanon to be listed on the FBI—or the state-sponsored terrorist list that the State Department has, because over 30 percent of the terrorists that are at large right now on the FBI's most wanted list are in Lebanon."
Just like Kenneth Stethem, this author had felt betrayed and decieved by the Bush adminstration. I had done my part in addressing through mail this corrupt system about Mr. Muhammed Hamadei being turned over to the United States of America for a official trial for capital murder.
Could there be a Black September redux if America cannot obtain a terrorist for the murder of a American serviceman? Yes, I believe so.
The author is rarely the person who is adherent to vengance on any particular individual, when a life is taken there has to be a last resort for violence when negotiations fail.
The recent assassination of mastermind Imad Mignyah is the begining to a solution for the greedy war mongers. What will it take for all of America to remember Robert Dean Stethem?
As the late commander-in-chief Ronald Reagan has stated, "There are promises to be kept." And that was a promise he had given to the remnants who survived the whole ordeal for seventeen days aboard TWA flight 847.
As a new president of the United States is dealing with a mess of our health care system, it is only fair to addesss our commander-in-chief Barack Obama that he presses the Lebanese government to hand over the coward Hamadei or else leaving a final solution for its failure to comply with counter-terrorism laws: put use of swift military action in that already war torn country. As with any consequences, war of aggression against a country with hardships with Syria being caught in the crossfire with bordering nations, an attack on Lebanon is not an wise idea. Forbid that Lebanese civilians are slaughtered needlessly for just one man who should of been in the custody of the United States military awaiting trial in our criminal justice system. No man, woman, nor child in the mid-east should be sacrificed. Period.
Either the government of Lebanon complies or suffer economic ramifications.
Deliver Hamadei to us!
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel September 20 Transformers theme and my earlyhood quest for LionTransformers theme
September 19 The Summer of 2009; weird synchronicities. Preparing to catch up on more reading about the Laci Peterson story a while back, I was talked into attending a gathering at church in late July when this woman and her three children were sitting on the pew in front of me. The mother was sitting on the very left front on the bench. A man took a seat on the pew located behind me; he was sitting on the far right side on the rear.
As I looked closely at both of these people, I was struck with another bizzare case of synchronicities. And I am not hallucinating! No BS.
This feeling of being closed in by these two familiar looking people just got me as if coincidences of look-a-likes was hitting the nail with a hammer.
In making this short, the lady on my left front was nearly a dead on resemblance of Amy Rocha, sister of the late Laci Rocha Peterson. As for the male sitting on the bench on my right rear was an senior citizen. I had first thought of these two of being of Portuguese, but they both were Mexican.
The eldery man looked almost identical to Dennis Rocha, father of Laci.
And we all know The Rocha's(excluding Sharon) were of Portuguese ethnicity. The word Rocha is defined from the Portuguese word for "the boulder" found in place names.
Talk about synchronicities! I just found them so real in the summer of 2009. Just don't know what else to say, except these things happen to people around the world.
Think I'm being gibberish? I am not. It is mystifying to me. So I'll let that to be.
I ask myself why these type of look-a-likes have been occuring this past several weeks. What does this mean to me? Nada. I mean, c'mon; nobody in my area was able to comment to these Rocha look-a-likes around town, and I was the only one to pick up on that? What's up with that? Or maybe some locals did compare these two to both Amy and Dennis Rocha, and I have not heard of it. It would be to nobody's eerie surprise if a Amber Frey shows up locally. I am not the one to interject in gossip talk or spread it, so much getting hooked into the E-Channel, when it buzzes around. it is just I had never seen much comparisons in a frame of time like what occured recently.
Laci is one of those rare people we don't see often; she is just unique. She is reincarnated out there somewhere being a spirit guide to anyone. Her mother Sharon talks about afterlife and Laci in a video interview with The Modesto Bee found on this link: http://videos.modbee.com/vmix_hosted_apps/p/media?id=1609029
Feature by The Modesto Bee on The Peterson Case with articles and interview videos with Sharon('On Anniversaries and the Passage of Time' video. That one I can correlate about time), The Jurors, audio stream of the phone conversations between Scott and Amber. http://www.modbee.com/reports/peterson/
Anybody who could link me to the video segment of Sharon's 2002 press conference(Plea for Laci's safe recovery) during the time when Laci disappeared, I'd appreciate it. There might be a Laci documentary coming our way. Huh. The last thing I want to do is being faced with additional look-a-likes. In my next set of accumulated pile of books to read, one is John Grisham's "The Appeal", I might not able to read it. Being a long time John Grisham fan, my two favorites are "The Firm" and "The Chamber." Yikes! Clint Eastwood's 1999 eleventh hour flick True Crime was enough for me.
I can finally realize what these numbers indicate:
211
215
1224
The number 211 has been showing up in a painting at Starbucks.
Archetypes of dream symbols exists in the human psyche. My understanding numbers of dream symbols are something to each of us personally. For me, it is 211 and more 211 in dreams. A subliminal message? Telepathy? Somebody or something out there is sending me a message during sleep. In the year 2001 these numbers 211 and 215 appeared 11 times in 21 days from the first quarter to mid-summer 2001.
Here is a riddle that one can solve:
In the year 2003, baby Connor made headline news along with his mother Laci. He was expected to be born on 21003. He was to be named Connor. That summer a movie Teminator 3: Rise Of The Machines was released in theaters; a hero in that film was John Connor, chosen to save the world. Odd coincidence, another T-101 cyborg(half machine-half man) was played by Arnold Schwarzenegger. In August 7th of that same year, Arnold announced his bid for the California's governer seat. John Connor and Connor Peterson in 2003. Future heroes. In the year 1988 actress Demi Moore potrayed a pregnant mother in a apcolyptic film The Seventh Sign. The prophecy has to do with her unborn baby. In 2002, a film with a theme of reincarnation starring Kevin Costner in Dragonfly.
In Christian allegory, seven is the number of what is good. I am speaking figuratively of course.
The home video of The Peterson's home. Laci(known by her friends as "Cake Lady") was baking on here, videotaped by Scott. The summer of 2002 before Laci went missing.
What do the rest of you think about all of this? Comments? Questions?
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel. September 17 Israeli Mossad agents in New Jersey 9/11/01.During mid-afternoon on September 11,2001, the FBI issued out a full alert Be On Lookout for three suspicious middle-eastern males issued to every law enforcement agency in the Jersey City area. All bridges and tunnels leading to and from New York and New Jersey(as well Brooklyn) including Holland Tunnel and Brooklyn-Battery Bay Tunnel were closed so that the culprits in pursuit did not evade police. The trio was seen early that Tuesday morning leaving the Jersey waterfront after Tower 1, North Tower, of The World Trade Center was slammed by American Airlines flight 11.
Law enforcement officers in the New York & New Jersey area were warned in the radio dispatch to watch for a "vehicle possibly related to New York terrorist attack":
(Excerpt)
White, 2000 Chevrolet van with 'Urban Moving Systems' sign on back seen at Liberty State Park, Jersey City, NJ, at the time of first impact of jetliner into World Trade Center Three individuals with van were seen celebrating after initial impact and subsequent explosion. FBI Newark Field Office requests that, if the van is located, hold for prints and detain individuals.
At 3:56 p.m., 25 minutes after the FBI issuance of Be-On-Lookout, East Rutherford Police Dept pulled over a white commercial moving van. On the police report, Officer Scott DeCarlo and Sgt. Dennis Rivelli approached the vehicle, demanding the driver exit the van. Sivan Kurzberg, refused and "was asked several more times[but] appeared to be fumbling with a black leather fanny pouch type of bag."
Police officers then physically removed Kurzberg, along with "four" other men. In the initial report, police were instructed to be on the lookout for "three" men. Another two Israelis had joined the three since morning; they too were pulled out from the vehicle, handcuffed, and were read their Miranda rights.
Yet, these four individuals had not been told for the reasons for their arrest.
Officer DeCarlo arrest report,
"this officer was told without question by the driver[Sivan Kurzberg], 'We are Israel. We are not your problem. Your problems are our problems. The Palestinians are the problem."
Later, police and FBI agents aroused into suspicions when they found more than four thousand dollars stuffed in a sock of one of the men, and highlighted areas of the city on a map, and foreign passports.
In late fall 2001, all five men were deported back to Israel via immigration judge stating: The gov't had been less than forthcoming with evidence(terrorist charges).
According to the second arresting officer who apprehended Kurzberg and the other four suspects on 9/11, Sgt. Dennis Ravelli, noticed one of these males, Oded Ellner was protesting against this officer(Ravelli),"We're Israelis. We are coming from a country that experiences terror daily. Our purpose was to document the event.
"Document the event", meaning they all were sent to New York-New Jersey to film the destruction of at least one of the World Trade Center towers.
 These men had been suspected by the FBI to be intelligence agents employed by the Israeli Mossad, a counter-terrorist military organization whose objective and goal is to obtain and collect information, analyze intelligence and perform special covert operations beyond its borders.
These men just happened to be in distant viewing from across the Hudson River on the New Jersey side. From their advantage point, they could easily see lower Manhattan across the waterfront. The towers of the World Trade Center standing erect at 110 stories(each tower)high is clearly visible as on Tuesday morning, September 11,2001.
This raises questions of their presence on the Jersey waterfront that morning:
"Did Israeli agents ready to "document the event" arrive at the waterfront before AA flight 11 struck the North Tower?"
"Did they know from intelligence gathering in well-advanced of a high alert attack to occur on September 11,2001?"
"And if so, why did they not pass on this information to CIA and FBI?"
"Had they gave warnings to both the CIA and FBI, why was this not slightly tangible in the final 9/11 Commision Report?"
"By self-admission, Oded Ellner said they were there to 'document the event', did the surveillance team were in the process of documenting the event of a terrorist attack before anybody knew of any terrorist attack?"
Before these questions could be answered, let's take a look of who were they investigating shall we?
The Mossad surveillance team were on American soil to spy on potential suspects in a terrorist ring as part of a spy network. Given, Islamic extremists to be a long concern history to Israel, it was to nobody's surprise in the intelligence community that Israelis entered American soil to task surveillance on potential terrorist groups such as Hamas and Islamic Jihad.
As early as April 2001, Mohammed Atta, one of the ring leaders who would be leader in the 9/11 hijacking operation, who joined some of his fellow comrades on AA flight 11, had an active address within a six mile radius of the city New Jersey associated with Israelis employed then at Urban Moving Systems. The owner of the moving company, Dominik Suter, ran the Weehawken, NJ-based moving company on 9-11 when a number of Urban Moving Systems vans were spotted around north Jersey before and after the hijacked planes struck the World Trade Center.
Hudson and Bergen counties in New Jersey were areas these spies had been conducting surveillance were staging grounds for hijackers of AA flight 77(the plane that supposedly hit the Pentagon on September 11,2001) and fellow Al-Qaeda et al Mohammed Atta maintained a mail drop off address to another connected hijacker Hani Hanjour(the pilot of hijacked plane flight 77) and Majed Moqed, one of the hijackers who was a backup for Hanjour in seizing flight 77.
On September 13,2001, just two days after the five men were arrested, Suter, abruptly abandonded his business and fled the United States for Israel before he was questioned by the FBI. Suter was later placed on the same FBI suspect list as 9/11 hijacker Mohammed Atta and other hijackers and suspected Al Qaeda alleged sympathizers. This sudden departure placed suggestion the FBI and CIA with suspicion Suter may of known something in regards to the attacks. Federal agents discovered in his wherehouse explosives posibly to detonate the World Trade Center.
In the first quarter of 2002, the spy espinoge story broke out after months of news journalism from New York's Jewish weekly newspaper The Forward uncovered in their own investigation. The Forward reported the FBI concluded two of the five Israelis were Mossad agents, also working for Suter's moving company-Urban Moving Systems, as a front operation.
According to media source, a news investigator reveals two former CIA agents confirmed of the links between Israel to 9/11: "this to me, noting that mover's vans are a common intelligence cover."
Finding out for my own who was one of the CIA agents identity, I researched, coming up with the name of a high-rankig intelligence case officer-Robert Baer-who had told a reporter, "when the dust finally clears, Americans will see that September 11 was a triumph for the intelligence community, not a failure.”
In addtion to the investigating reporter findings of The Foward: The Israeli government itself admitted that the men were spies. Furthermore, "A former high-ranking American intelligence official," who he said, "regularly briefed on the investigationby two seperate law enforcement officials."
Yet to be determined if the information is confirmed by both the departments of the Central Intelligence Agency and the Federal Bureau of Investigation. It does seem to indicate that the Israel government had foreknowledge of 9/11, and did not share this information with U.S. gov't officials, which this vital information should execute a warrant for a congressional investigation; and it never had been placed into Congress's joint committee report on 9/11. In fact, the clean findings was not made in an single reference to any volume of the 608 pages of the 9/11 Commission's final report.
In a interview by an Conspiracy-tinted website host, Baer stated for off the record, "McCain and Kerry, they all came out and said 'it's not in the 9/11 commision, these things need to be researched..they haven't, because they don't want people to know."
It is the opinionated-oriented (as well objective/fact-finder) author of this blog, stating for the following: that the Israeli government was looking for public sympathy towards the state of Israel.
1)That they planted Mossad agents in our country to gain moral support for Israel, to enable a fictionalized Israel-Palestinian peace accord created by U.S. policy whose objective is to promote global peace, including the strife in the Mid-east, then all awhile that same policy only grants favor to Israel who is in human-rights violation.
2)Nobody in the United States views Israel as the rabble rousers, so more support calls for more foreign and military aid towards Israel.
3)After all, Israel is America's best and only "true" ally in the Middle east.
What is hidden is denial by the FBI and Israeli Mossad, that a foreign intelligence agency relevance of information to 9/11 with the remote possibility to share it with federal authorities exists within the United States.
The contemptible acted Israeli spies attempted to persuade public opinion towards racial profiling which would eventually target all Arabs, Arab-Palestinian Americans as being the culprits and supporters of all terrorist organizations on both American soil and global.
How did the mysterious phone caller who called Jersey City police dispatcher know the three men in a get away van had been dressed in a sheikh uniform?
(Excerpt)
Dispatcher: Jersey City police.
Caller: Yes, we have a white van, 2 or 3 guys in there, they look like Palestinians and going around a building.
Caller: There's a minivan heading towards the Holland tunnel, I see the buy by Newark Airport mixing some junk and he has those sheikh uniform.
Dispatch: He has what?
Caller: He's dress like an Arab.
In closing statements:
Officially, there is little or supported link between Israel to September 11,2001.
It doesn't take a Nancy Drew or Sherlock Holmes to fit the pieces together. As holding to this bizzare research, I find as self-evident there was not an Arab, nor Palestinian in the company of these Israelis. Still, I never doubted Islamic fundamentalists were involved.
The phone caller was one of these spies creating an mix-up of disinformation throwing off police in pursuing for Arab males, three, all through out the New York-New Jersey area. This is to influence our way of thinking of only Arab connection to 9/11; A walk down bad memory lane strolls in for America-the February 26,1993 World Trade Center bombing which killed 6 people. The suspects were all middle-eastern affiliated with several terrorist groups. Everybody is pissed off! Arabs within the borders of America becomes targets for hate crimes.
Long gone and deported, are the suspects who holds one of the crucial piece of a foreign intelligence involvement behind 9/11-themselves being at the Jersey waterfront on the morning of the terrorist attacks, filming the calamity at lower Manhattan. Their oafish behavior for intelligence gathering is unusual for trained professionals to keep a low-profile with minimal contact with anybody else.
In their zeal attempts to fool kill me, it is these Israelis who are being fooled.
-Daniel September 13 Israel linked to 9/11/01.On the day of the attacks, angry residents in New Jersey reported suspicious behavior of "middle eastern" men who were videotaping and celebrating the destruction of both the World Trade Center skyscrapers from across the Hudson River. The individuals were near a white van filming the destruction of both towers.
"They were like happy, you know … They didn't look shocked to me. I thought it was very strange," said a neighbor.
Other witnesses saw the suspicious men jumping up and down in joy at Liberty State Park after the initial impact.
Later, other witnesses saw them celebrating on the rooftop in Weekhawken, and more witnesses later saw them giving each other "high fives" in a New Jersey Parking lot.
These 911 emergency phone calls to New Jersey police were recorded on 9/11. One of these calls led authorities to close down all New York's bridges and tunnels. This anonymous caller told 9-1-1 emergency dispatcher a group of "Palestinans" were mixing a bomb inside a white van heading for another potential target-The Holland Tunnel.
(Excerpt):
Dispatcher: Jersey City police.
Caller: Yes, we have a white van, 2 or 3 guys in there, they look like Palestinians and going around a building. Caller: There's a minivan heading toward the Holland tunnel, I see the guy by Newark Airport mixing some junk and he has those sheikh uniform. Dispatcher: He has what? Caller: He's dressed like an Arab. Both the description of suspects and vehicle, a white min-van went on full alert issued by police.
White, 2000 Chevrolet van with 'Urban Moving Systems' sign on back seen at Liberty State Park, Jersey City, NJ, at the time of first impact of jetliner into World Trade Center Three individuals with van were seen celebrating after initial impact and subsequent explosion. FBI Newark Field Office requests that, if the van is located, hold for prints and detain individuals.
At 4:30 p.m., on 9/11/01, East Rutherford Police officers stopped a van fitting the description made by police dispatch. Inside were five men, apprehended and questioned by police, yet not charged formally with the terrorist attacks in New York.
The van was searched by the Bergen Police Bomb Squad who X-rayed packages found inside the van, yet did not find any explosives.
Other sources however found other evidence linking the suspects to the bombing plot:
"There are maps of the city in the car with certain places highlighted," the source said. "It looked like they're hooked in with this. It looked like they knew what was going to happen when they were at Liberty State Park." Bomb sniffing dogs reacted as if they detected explosives but police could not find anything. The Federal Bureau of Investigation seized the vehicle for additional testing.
In a mix up of these suspects as being "middle eastern", police officers found out the suspicious suspects were not Arab, nor Palestinian, but Israelis.
One of the van's passengers had $4,700 in cash hidden in his sock. Another passenger was carrying foriegn passports. A box cutter knive was found inside the van.
According to police report, the driver of the van, Sivan Kurzberg , told the officers:
"We are Israelis. We are not your problem. Your problems are our problems. The Palestinians are your problem."
Early that morning when American Airline Flight 11 crashed into the North Tower, Tower 1, these men were seen fiming the explosion caused by the plane's impact into the highrise; and they were snapshoting themselves in the process.
The FBI seized and developed their photos, one of which shows Sivan Kurzberg flicking a cigarette lighter in front of the smouldering ruins in an apparently celebratory gesture.
A lawyer who represented the five detainees, Steven Noah Gordon, told The New York Times his client's behavior may have been offensive, not criminal he said. and they were being treated as if it was."
One of the Israeli's detained later said, "Our purpose was to document the event."
The FBI later summoned in conclusion at least 2 of the 5 men were Israeli Mossad agents and 'all' were on a Israeli intelligence mission.
In additon, the FBI also arrested, detained, and questioned other Israelis employed in the United States on temporary visas with little obvious connection to Islamic fundamentalism.
In late November, two months proceding the assaults on 9/11/01, the Immigration of Neutralization Services (INS) asked immigration judges that bail be denied to 11 of the Israelis, a judge turned down the request, saying the government had been less than forthcoming with evidence.
"Although the [INS] alleges that these cases are 'special,' it has failed to present any credible evidence of the basis for this finding," Judge Elizabeth Hacker wrote. "The service has failed to submit any evidence of terrorist activity or of a threat to national security." 71 days after 9/11, the five were questioned by the FBI, then let go and deported. FBI also arrested, detained, and questioned other Israelis employed in the United States on temporary visas with little obvious connection to Islamic fundamentalism. The question to the Israeli connection is, "why were these Israelis just happened to be in New York on the day when the terrorist attacks occured on 9/11?"
This will be on the next blog entry coming later on this week.
-Daniel
 September 11 91109; 91101 eight years later. Remembering 9/11/01.What I remember that Tuesday morning on the eleventh day of September in the year 2001, it did not start of well nor did it end in a positive spectrum; and the next couple of days that followed. It began in one of so many sleep paralysis episodes that I experienced most of my life; I was not able to move essentially I was paralyzed in half-asleep, half-awake. What I saw was hell alive. I don't want to get into fit detail; I wrote a poem about it in a earlier blog entry. Later on that day, everything seemed really empty, naked-the streets of nearby towns were dead only with an exception of some people shopping in downtown Jackson. Most residents either went to work as usual, stayed home, and or went to the nearby pub; that said is because the live coverage of the terrorist attacks was shown on television, mainly at Main Street. People had mixed feelings; there was a fight that broke out downtown. This had began as a intellectual talk about the recent event in New York, and had turned out into a argument then a physical altercation.
The nearby police station had to send out emergency units scattering all over Jackson in case of possible bomb threats and in case of insurrections breaking out. I was even pulled over by one of my neighbors who was an cop; I was driving in a off-limit zone near the county courthose that afternoon. My car was searched for probable cause, then was let go by police. Other motorists were pulled over also for that reason. You have to remember, it was 9/11/01, and nothing was really safe that day, including a city of Jackson,CA one of the most friendliest areas in the Golden State.
I was working half-day and then was painting my shed and trimming branches off the oak trees afterwards, while tuning into the breaking news on KNBR-the Bay Area sports radio station. The San Francisco Giants and Oakland Atheletics games was definitely cancelled for who knows how long. All the calls into the program had no relevance about sports, it was now about the terrorist attacks. Some call ins were acceptable, others were not.
All through out that afternoon, this heavy shot of electricity shot through out my body as it did that morning; it was like being struck by strong electrical current that even my ears were ringing, then crackling with what sounded like open radio transmissions. Maybe it was the hypersensitive lobe in my brain that was picking up signals from the magnetic fields, all I knew that it wasn't a good thing to experience. Days later I was suffering from sinusitus and nose bleeds. I just felt like a combustible machine ready to implode, to make some sense of humor to this.
Other than that, I kept hanging on, looking for better days to come.
I took a walk in the neighborhood that Tuesday evening, the streets were barely empty, for those neighbors who kept indoors watching the news and the stooge President George W. Bush giving the nation a speech from the White House. What a hideous speech he was orchestrating, lying about the attacks when his adminstration was given red flag warnings about potential terrorists in the country since the previous summer 2000.
In spite of this, America I realized was about geared up for war. The "who's" and "whys" were not questioned, it was vengance that was about to be unleased. Bush challenged America later on that month that the choice against the "alleged" war against terrorism was clear-for us or against us. I found this to be strange, we didn't have the accurate resources who was really behind the 9/11 assaults. The Federal Bureau of Investigation once positive about the identities of the 19 hijackers, were now unsure of at least 6 of them.
My olive skin complexion that went along with my Hispanic/Latino physical features had made me a target for a possible terrorist on that very day-9/11 and the days afterwards. Living up here the foothills in California with having a Hispanic background was not that great, afterall it(Amador County) is predominate NeoCon/Conservative politics, though some of these people in that political party were cool with me, many were not. I was given verbal threats by a unidentified member of the Neo-Nazi cult who claimed they would "burn the Communists(refering Mexicans as Revolutionary Marxists)" in the name of the Aryan Race. What could I do except to exchange profanity with this skinhead. I think this guy who made the threats might of been working with the police just to provoke a stage fight with me and the small but tough Hispanic/Latino community in case protests against racial discrimination ever came to be. Nazi's don't stand a chance against Mestizos.
This country of America was all fucked up, inside and out. Soon, without taking responsibility of who committed the terrorist attacks, we as Americans suddenly attacked Arab-Americans, didn't matter of their skin complexion. Just as the Oklahoma City Bombing, the media insinuated Arabs were behind it; then being struck with such dumbfoundedness, the mass media found out the bomber of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building was an White Christian American; a domestic terrorist-Timothy McViegh, from a Catholic background. Not Arabic, not Moslem, an Anglo Catholic-Christian extremist; an bad example to true Christianity. And this is the land of the free, home of the brave? The land of multi-cultural relationships? I am not implying any hatred towards my country. It's what people do that fuck it up.
2,973 people who were murdered on September 11,2001 in the name of what? Was it really the name of some insane god known as Allah? Was it done intentionally to blame all Arabs around the world? Or was it done as a deliberate act to gain war profits? This country I was born in-The United States of America is not the country I once loved with dignity. Nearly everything is about betrayal and deceit in America. How many more people like Patricia Massari and Antonio Rodrigues will be murdered before the truth about 9/11 will be exposed?
I was giving respect at least to nearby Station 14 Fire Department for their bravery, what firefighters love doing, without making a lot of money. I gave them all personal "thank you" this past week for being there when my community needs them. All they said, "No. Thank You." It got really emotional. Another neighbor of mine who works for Station 14 as an part-time firefighter and being an EMS paramedic in the month following 9/11, I remember, who took me on ride to Mokelumne River to witness what a firefighter does, this time was to rescue a teenage girl who was drowning while swimming with her friends. And the Moke River is not a safe place to swim. Period. It seemed excited to me, to see a fireman in action saving a life. But then, that changed. The girl was not so fortunate. We lost her! I felt like the Naudet Brothers who witnessed a terrible event, whom both felt upset as the company of Ladder 7, tried to save every life as possible, except I did not have a video camera. Only to see the body partly clothed and draped over with a yellow sheet. And it really hits me all the time when water is involved with death. Then I suddenly turned away. The firefighter at Station 14 who recalled that story thanked me for coming along with him to let me know it was now alright. I said only, "Hey. Thanks for being there." And I gave him and his crew a batch of cookies my mom at that time baked for me for my fishing trip, so instead of eating cookies why not give it to those brave firefighters.
Let us not forget about 9/11, yet not allow the possibilities of another terrorist incident destroy us, just to think about the positive aspects, knowing that the 911 truth will some day uncover the hidden facts that both the American mass media and our U.S. government has been concealing after 8 full years. Go and watch the documentary "Zero: An Investigation Into 9/11" on youtube. Things will begin to make sense.
A year ago at this time, I was in favor of the 9/11 commission findings, ignoring the 9/11 Truth Movement(and other related parties) as being a bunch of "bullshiters!" The whole movement to me was like a bunch of idiots with a lost cause. Since, in the past year I have been doing my own researching, from various sources, coming up with two and two together, and now is positive there was more than what the 911 commision had to lead me to believe. 91101 a tragic day, was used to fight a war in both Iraq and Afghanistan. More civilians in both those countries died than those who were killed on 9/11; civilian casualties of the war in Afhanistan since 2001 has been roughly between 9,000-27,000; an estimated 650,000 Iraqis dead. 4,261 U.S. Soilders have been killed in action since March 2003; 30,182 wounded. The cost of war is expected to exceed more than 1 trillion dollars. War profits, people die. War profits, people die. War profits, people continue to die.
As I continue to remember, I also want the truth to be uncovered.
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel
 Music score by Craig Armstrong; from the movie "World Trade Center"
September 10 Missing since 9/10/01: 2.3 T USDFollow the paper trail of 2.3 Trillion dollars unaccounted since 91001, just one day before 91101
Just about all of us had focused on the 9/11/01 attacks as they occured on that very day. But how many of you remember what happened on 9/10/01, when then Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfield announced, "According to some estimates,(The Pentagon) cannot track 2.3 trillion dollars in transaction."
Where did the defense fund in US dollars went to? It did not pick up on its own and left by itself!
The military admitted from its own tax auditors, "The military cannot account for 25% of what it spends." On the day that followed it was not a mistake, the terrorist attacks of all incidents just had to happen on 9/11/01. I suspect almost all of that money was a set up for 91101 as an blueprint to lead the U.S. into war against both Iraq and Afghanistan since 2001; an cost of $915.1 billion dollars and FY2010 budget shows a $130 billion dollar request for more war spending. That is more than $1 trillion U.S. tax paying dollars.
 Graph Chart/Reference: Cost of War.
The former commander-in-chief George W. Bush in 8 years of his presidency alone borrowed 102 billion U.S. dollars! Where did it go?
Laura Bush had said of last July '08, Washington would supply 10.2 billion dollars to Afgahnastan for means of reconstruction.
The U.S. alone in 2007 cost tax payers money in a total of $580 million dollars in US foreign aid.
In 2008, the U.S. gave $20.27 billion of USD to Israel, more than a 12 pecent increase to foreign aid from the previous year.
American Airlines and United Airlines both had the highest shares in the stock market, then plunged after 9/11 due to loss of travelers. In the wake of the attacks, there were multiple corporations saw their stock valuation decrease, those in the military hardware business in favor would see a dramatic increase. Raytheon, the company that manufactures Patriot and Tomahawk missles suddenly soared on the charts after 9/11.
What I have left to say is this whole mess leads to anomalies,probabilities of the missing money.
Fishy! fishy!
Enough Said!
-Daniel
September 09 September 11,2001 Sleep Paralysis poem.September 11,2001
(At dawn) Asleep All is well for me this morning Until I become sleep paralyzed When I awake soon But yet is still in a dreamlike state Tangeled up
Unable to move
In this dreamlike state
A evil presence is watching over me I feel it's presence Dark shadow in a black hood Nearby where I once stood
Plays the harp in hand Cellos playing by the orchestrated band Lurid
Egad
A veiled woman in white
Appears to be the Virgin
Sends visions of fright
With crucifix in hand
Stabs
Self Mutilates
The veil bleeds in red
A goats head
Sends visions of fright
Phobia
Raven, old hag lurks over my lifeless body I cannot move or utter out a sound For I am sleep paralyzed The Old Hag slithers it's way on me The Raven perches nearby on a willow tree
Upon my chest, this creature chokes goes for my throat Charon awaits for me on his rowing boat A new era for terrorism has begun What have I deserve to welcome what is about to be done Telepathy Echoes of screams of people scream in pain
Humans exterminated by their own Terror at Ground Zero Mandatory Suicide
Today
Tommorow
A martyr gone is a hero
Killing the enemy They have nothing more to gain For a god who is insane I do nothing but to watch Dante's Inferno burn There is nowhere to turn
In my telepathic vision I feel like I am watching all of this On live television
The wailing souls of a thousands Perished Unforgotten. Persecution
A living Nightmare
Souls that will never rest
In the name of a insane god Desperate attempted cries Black smoke trickles through the morning skies
I am sleep paralyzed Unable to move My mind is awake But my body is still asleep Slow suffocation As though a heavy blanket Obstructs my nose Slow suffocation Awake As I awake from the temporal paralysis A shot of electricity jolts through out my body On television I see hell alive What the hell is this
This is hell alive
People trapped on the top floors of the high rise tower Choking on smoke inhalation I don't know if I am dead or alive People jump out of the tower in desperation
Choking on smoke inhalation
They jump out of the building in desperation Either way to them Nobody will come to save them
Suicide Jump
Death is the only solution
God has finally opened his curtain of the apocalypse The Pale Horseman spreads death with a sword Falling from the sky in full wrath
Slaying all in his path
Hades follows "Send them all to sheol Both the righteous and unrighteous" All through my eternal death sleep No longer when I go to sleep Will I be counting sheep My soul is no longer damned to keep Dream enounter whisper: "It's Only a Dream" No,it is not a dream in my subconscious mind I know it is not a dream A psychic horror vision I find Dream enounter whisper: "It's only a dream" No,it is not a dream in my subconscious mind I know it is not a dream A psychic horror vision I find  " 3-D buildings & 2 Skyscrapers" @ 0540-0545 AM 91101
Sleep Paralysis(Astral Catalepsy)
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe. -Daniel. September 08 Behind the Laci Rocha Peterson drawing! In late February 2007, A&E Network presented a rerun of The Scott/Laci Peterson story late night. What attracted me about this case, is because of what could of been of these two, how they could of had a child together. And I was not usually that enthuastic of a married couple. It was then the Peterson case somehow started to involve me personally as most people who knew about the story since day one.
Both Scott & Laci had everything going their way in marriage, or so they did. But who is really to say; we all did not know either of these two personally. Laci was a then 27-year old energetic, full of life, pregnant mother who was a subsitute teacher. Scott, 30, was a successful fertilizer salesman. It doesn't matter to either of us to decide who between the two had a real job; that doesn't count on here. What does count is the horrific turnout of what happened to the vivacious Laci; she vanished on her favorite holiday-Christmas-along with her soon to be newborn Connor due in February, then in a gruesome discovery, both the mother and child washed up ashore in between 3-5 miles north of the Berekely Marina.
In spite of the circumstancial evidence used against Mr. Peterson, there had been long time rumors of a very likely Satanic cult involved in the double murders of Laci and Connor. It is likely a ritual slaying(decapitation and removing of hands). Then there is that possibility of how Laci might of witnessed a burglary across the street from her home in Modesto and became a homicide victim to ensure her silence. I don't know about how that could be in my honest opinion. If anyone who committed a less of a serious crime-burglary, why would this culprit waste efforts to abduct and torture the witness to death in such a brutal fashion and to drive some 90 miles to dispose of a body? Another and possibility in the least, Mrs. Peterson was to murdered by her husband for financial gain; yet Scott had really nothing to gain, and he had to know of this-in a investigation involving a missing spouse the first suspect is the other spouse, as in this case Scott is a visible suspect. Trying to collect life insurance from his wife does cause suspicion when a spouse becomes a suspect in a disappearance case. He happened to be fishing at the near exact area on Christmas Eve 2002 when both his wife and unborn child was found almost four months later in April 2003. A last minute fishing trip was Scott's idea as he told Modesto Police. Peterson produced receipts from the Berkeley Marina in showing he had been there at some point during December 24,2002.
Late at night this A&E presentation of The Laci & Scott Peterson story was shown in the 10 P.M. hour in early 2007, I just could not stay no longer focused- I was tired and needed shut eye. The face of Laci was all I saw before drifting off to sleep. Her face was embedded in my dream like a film projector projecting life to still life film strips. Streams of consciousness. I wanted to astral project and explore a dimension and I did. The first color that appeared to me was sapphire, then in contrast color a ethereal mode of red and a dark circle in the middle. A glow of white bursted around the circle. I knew I was out of body-out of mind; an out-of-body experience. It was not my physical body, but my consciousness that projected as I know of it. A monument of a lucid dream of a landscape of illuminous colors I entered. First, it was a bronze gate that opened for me, then a mystical castle granted me enterance. The golden street of cobblestones lead for quite a distance until a house and green luscious lawn and golden trees delicately manicured.
I just opened the door to this house. Inside was decorated wallpaper. There were replacement windows inside. Woahh! I saw a woman, petite, in a black dress sitting down on a chair smiling as I entered the home. She did not have to greet me in, it was the way how she smiled that gave me an gesture of being welcomed. I again looked at the windows. I saw something that was out of the ordinary. Before I entered, the outside scene was a sunny morning, now I was seeing the galaxy. My focus next was on the lady. I said a hi to her, and she also replied hello as she fluttered a wave to me. Nearby her was a crib. The infant laying down was crying as though the child knew I was present. The mother I asked if I could hold her baby. Why? Never in my life at this point had I held a baby. Nobody ever allowed me to hold one; I never asked also if I could. But this sweet mother did not refuse me. There was something she sensed about me and it gave me the feeling that she knew already I was not lying about not cradling a child in my arms before. So she picked up her child as a mother naturally does and joked at me by calling me a silly person. She even said "I know you're a silly one. Just know how to handle a child, don't be afraid," then she showed me how to handle her own baby. Ok, it was easy. The baby was not crying as much as before. All I said was "goo-goo" and later the infant went to sleep. "You're funny," the lady giggled at me. In response, I laughed slightly. "One day, you are going to have child of your own," she remarked.
By instinct I placed the sleeping infant back in the crib. I had never did this before.
I asked the mother if I was dreaming all of this. "Let's see, well...I am 'not' dreaming, you are," she first said, "You're the one who is dreaming, not me." I had noticed she had a glow to her face. I can say this woman who talked to me herein was like an appiration, but in human form. "If I was the one who is dreaming, how did I get here?" she asked me. And I knew then, this was the woman I must of seen in a image walking down a trail with a dog on a cold winter's morning. Believe me or not.
"There is much for you to do where you came from," next she said, "time is essence for you." How did she know this? I do keep track of dates and times. I can't say for a fact however, that there is much for me to do except for the things I usually do. I didn't argue with this lady and went on my way back. Before I left this scene, all I remember from there on, is looking back and seeing her and the infant; she smiling at me, the infant asleep while being cradled. Then next thing I knew was waking up. Was this a dream? A wishful dream? It was astral travel as far as I knew. What if it was not? An spiritual advisor had told me not to be taken in by surprise if I am to be encountered by people from the Other Side. "They are there to help you; to be a friend in showing us to expand our purpose in life," from what I have been told by this expert. I asked if it was possible for Laci to be my spirit guide, "There is a yes and no answer," the spiritualist tried to explain to me. "I say yes, from what you told me about your dream experience. She(Laci) could of been chosen to be yours, to be there when you call for help, just as a Christian calls for Christ, except a spirit guide can only assist you and guide you, not the power to absolve you from wrong doings. I can't give you a benefit of a yes answer. A no answer you might be able to comprehend because you just went into astral travel does not mean she is just then your spirit guide. They(spirit guides) come to us in various forms, names, and often help more than one person at a time. And if this was not an astral, it is more likely this was just a dream," then concluded, "Astral and dreams can be confusing. You might want to consider asking yourself 'what if this wasn't an dream. If it isn't what if this was astral'. The possibilities of this world is limitless. We use so little of our thinking. In dreams a lot of conscious & unconscious voyages holds the key. You hold the answer to your own dreams. Intepret them the best way you can."
Right there I was begining to register all of this, making me a bit more comfortable, yet had questions I still had to ask myself.
That February evening of 2007 when I visioned Laci in a astral, that was not the first. Later on in the upcoming months, she was in another astral. Or was it? Of all the females I had a dream about, unlike some of the dirty wild girls, Laci Denise Rocha Peterson was the only one that I respected alot. Laci, to me is a sweetheart. Like I said before, she could of been like a sister who I could protect and oft-keep her out of trouble in that sense of being a big brother. Well, without being a big nag.
This is how I made a drawing of her in memorial. Sometimes, I had to ponder about my astral experiences. Hmm.
© 2009 sleepparalysis/obe.
-Daniel
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